...DAILY DOSE OF FUNNY!!

this is sooooo FUNNY!!!...lol

--go on you tube && look at ALL the Notorius Bum videos..

sooooooooo FUNNY!!..

My thoughts @ 1:48am..

[sigh..] idk if i'm sleepy or not!!?? MTV Hits [chan. 163 for Comcast users] is really jammin' rite now...so much to do this up coming week..ahhhhhhhhhh!! LOL, in a good way tho--more time with the Bestie :-) b4 she goes back off to LSU :-( !!! I had a GOOD day--it started at approx. 3am with the BEST sleepover ever!! hahahaa!! I DEF love Reece, Keem,& DeDe...what a trip!! Packed like mexicans in this full size!! LOL, Mannnnnn Perimeter was kinda of a success--got some cute stuff--my night was eventful--went to my "juvie's" party!! it was kool--HOT but kool..I kind of get irritated with heat && my hair DOES NOT agree with it either...I wish I had an ice-cream sandwich, it's been on my mind lately!! OMGGG i want a Jamaican chicken patty..ahhhhhhh i GOTTA get one tomorro!! Dang, not ready for that ride to Birmingham tomorrow butttt i wont leave my mom hangin'...I can't wait until I go back to school--I can't wait until I graduate from school, i need to start my CAREER..ASAP!! hmmmmm idk--i want to watch Sex & the City // EVERY season..lol, LOVE THAT SHOW!! wait!!, i saw the ORIGINAL Willie Wonka today--that was my FAV movie..I wonder who's going to be next to call me?? I wonder why no one has :-( ?? ahhhh i feel LAME!!..LOL, idk--haha...LATERRR!!

--xoxo Tash!

...Young L.A. ... You Like??

THIS LOOKS SOOOOOOO CHEAP TO ME..

BUT HEY--wateva floats his boat!!

--xoxo Tash!

My thoughts @ 12:22am..

hmmmm...YESSSS!!! im not an NBA fan butttt i'm DEF a D.Howard fan--i'm wayyyyy to excited that they won..but anywhoo as usual i'm all over the place..I'm thinking about alot: my birthday coming up, tomorrows plans, going out, SHOPPING, Reg & Malik, and MOST DEF school...I miss CLEMSON UNIVERSITY wayyy to much!! :-/ I kind of wish i can sing...lol..RANDOM?? i know!

I want to know who the HECK told this 'Ashley' girl [from Charm School] to get this HORRIBLEEE extensions job..her weave is so BAD! it's sad, hmmmmm I wonder what my minor is gonna be?? Beats me right about now...education? production? film? or Music?---smh I NEED to get it together...ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh SCREAMMMMMMMM--i'm going into my india arie mode--"get it together"-from the Brown Sugar soundtrack!!...LATA!!

--xoxo Tash!

"Anybody from ATLANTA...???"

Ok so I knew I was gonna write something to do with this but it wasn't sure when..then yesterday my bro "Rich" b.k.a Richard was talking about how his summer has been? and "what he's been up to?" and you know what he replied---"Nun much, just trying to get one of these ANYBODY FROM ATLANTA rap deals they giving out.." lOL LOL hahahahaaa...to me, that was THEE funniest thing everr!! LOL LOL especially since I wan't even prepared for that answer..haha LOVE HIM!!

But in all honesty--i started thinking and he's right // their starting to be more appreciative of the younger generation...these big time people like Def Jam..Univeral//Motown..SOny BMG..etc, are really starting to snatch up local ATL artist after only one hit--i think that they are starting to realize that you could always mold someone's career instead of just thinking that they all suck because they don't start off snapping like T.I.P, Jigga, Nas, Big, Pac..etc!!

It's only right that they give them a chance...Although, they may flopp after their first album I feel that getting a chance and attempting was better than NOTHING at all..

i gotta say BIG UP'S TO ALL THE ATLANTA ARTIST//north,south,west,&& MOST DEF the one's holding down the EAST SIDE!! ... yall keep us rockin'..

HERE'S a few of them with deals..GOOD LUCK GUYS!!

--Although, i'm not a BIG fan of EVERYTHING that comes out of ATL--credit is DEF due!! if i was an A&R [look it up if you don't know what it means..] I'd pick up a couple artist.. You??

--xoxo Tash!!

...it's just those RAINY days!! :-/

Don't you hate how when it rains it feels like it calls for your mind to run at about 100000000 mph!???---I know I do, it feels like if it doesn't make me sleepy it's making me think about either certain people...places...LIFE...flaws...events...decisions...or even the future!!

It may sound weird but im just sitting on my steps with the door open watching the rain as it falls at an akward diagonal pattern..I believe that the most effective thoughts come from those on rainy days..it seems as if it lets you be free, open minded, and aware of the "world" as it may seem....But for some reason, in my life--when it rains it POURS!! So there's always those days you sit outside on the porch while it rains and cry just so no one else can notice or even hear it...

Crying is a natural emotion...I used to think that when you cried it was a sign of "weakness" or "fear"--but as I've gotten older I feel that it is an emotional CLEANSE for your heart--mind--body--AND soul!! There is noway I would have gotten through some hard times without shedding a couple tears here & there!! I think it is a STRENGTH to actually notice that something is wrong with someone or something in your life && by knowing there is nothing you can do about it you mind as well let it out!!--To express an emotion is wayyyy better than holding it in because it'll DEFINITELY become LETHAL..in my life I go about crying the same as I do praying--You should just cry for that limited time then suck it up--walk away--&& leave it there!! It makes no sense to dwell on what COULD've, WOULD've, or SHOULD've been--God will take care of it..Therefore, there is no worries...RIght???

These are the kinds of days I dreaddddd because I hate my SCATTERED BRAIN..lol--but then again it keeps me grounded..because if im already aware of what happened then I would most likely not find myself in that position again..Some might call it FEAR but I'd call it "KNOWLEDGE"...hmmm IDK, maybe that's just me!!?? :-/

I just believe that no matter what or who we are we should use EVERY aspect or ability that was given to us--unlike me not everyone likes to express themselves through text or writing..yet, they have other talents that they should embrace...I love how diverse the world could be if everyone stopped going for the same thing or type of industry because of the money but do what they are actually GOOD at--I think the pay off would be soooo much greater than money..Doesn't it just make more sense to go to school to be a teacher because of your ability to teach others && get them to comprehend instead of going to school for 8-12 years to be some type of Doctor because they get paid more--then after the 1st year not be excited to go to work--Agree or Disagree??

FORGIVE ME FOR JUMPING ALL OVER THE PLACE WITH THIS ONE...lol

i just had to throw that out there---FOOD FOR THOUGHT...i guess!!

--xoxo Tash!!

HOTT orrrr [NOT.] ??!!

IDK IF I'M A FAN OF HER STICKING TO THE "HER & 2 DANCERS" FOR ALL OF THE VIDEOS OF THE 'SASHA FIERCE' ALBUM--IT'S KINDA PLAIN JANE...BUT HEY!! IN SOME CASES "SIMPLICITY IS KEY"....RITE?--ANYWHOO:: THE GIRL LOOKS GOOD SO I SEE WHY HER 'EGO' IS SO BIG!!

LOVE HER...!!!
"EGO" video...



--xoxo Tash!

SORRYYY...

.smh.
OK MY APOLOGIES!!
i know i've been gone and slippin but im BACK!!
---school is OUT && i've SUCCESSFULLY completed my first year of COLLEGE!!
WOW!! Talk about excited...i would have to say that i came out wayyy more aware of things than i was before i went...
DEFINITELY a learning experience--it was HARD and time consuming but i wouldn't trade it for the world!!

other than that my summer has kicked off--HORRIBLY!!
it's the kind of thing that really makes u reflect on the people and things you value...
i have a whole new respect for things that i once took for granted---

i'm OFFICIALLY making it my business to go to church: Sunday, Tuesday, Wednesday..etc.
you get my drift!! When life brings you to certain situations you do all that you need to in order to protect yourself from it happening again...
--like partying less and focusing on what's actually going on..

IDK...maybe it's just me and my opinion...

ahhhhhh [sigh]--IT FEELS GOOD TO BE BACK...lol :-)

--xoxo Tash!

REMIXXXX..

ok...so earlier I paid respect to my dudes...DEM GET A WAY BOYZ..&& posted a couple of their songs on here--but nowwwwwww they have a REMIX to IMMA G feat. Mr.Fansworth Bentley && Shawty Lo..can we say BIG THANGS!!???--they doin it EXTRA big && as of now tis is the NEW THEME SONG FOR THE NEXT SEASON of From G's To Gents...now THATS WASSUP!!..
im soooo proud of u guys....


--xoxo Tash!

REEEEEEE-WIIIINNNDDDD!!

THROW BACK JOINT OF THE DAY:
[WEDNESDAY---APRIL 8, 2009]



Sometimes you GOTTA ASK these things..
" it be like that sometimes..."

--xoxoTash!

&& it's the story of 'HER' LIFE...

So here's to 'YOU'...

Dear "YOU",
Not that we pick on you often or analyze you on purpose.
We are just here to HELP!
YOU can't understand the meaning of LOVE and LIFE
if you don't understand the meaning of LOVING YOURSELF.

YOU can't see that your downplaying and undermining your wealth?
I guess it's because his size & performance is blinding & dangerous to your health.
I'm NOT sure if it's a warning sign but i DO know that it's saying your rep is dying!

I Love 'YOU' girlie but don't think you can change..
Caught between LUST and what's RIGHT!..
you haven't figured it out yet--Only time will tell...

But as much as you continue to give the more THEY'LL take..
I guess you were like Drake before the mixtape came along...
I'm just gonna say I MISS YOU 'cause your "SO FAR GONE"

--Author = Tash!

STORY OF YOU(r) LIFE:: [watch below..]
If you aren't a fan--YOU SHOULD BE!!..
I know plenty females who can attest to this song::
[ESPECIALLY ONE..]

FLU?...COLD?...NO! JUST HOME SICK!!

awwww MAN!..here we go with this again..This is why I HATE going on Facebook--i like to just get on, check my messgaes/ notifications, and GET OFF!!.. But for some reason i DIDN'T just do that this time. tthis time i started to go through pictures and stuff and just began to tear up.. DANG MAN!!--uugghhh..((&& here it comes again!))--It just pains me to see memories and all the fun that I had with my friends from home..its not just that but we're ALL seperated now...when you need someone to have your back & you turn around to see who's there its a BLANK CANVAS because we're all in differnet places...I wouldn't say i'm homesick but i'd say that i DEF miss the 'OLD DAYS'...I miss the way we laughed about Middle school--the pool party we MADE at Paul's Bouldercrest Rd. house--our Senior Water fight--the DRAMA over boys in middle school--the way we formed frinedships that'll last FOREVER!!..I just miss how I could call my mom and ask for something and she'd have it o me in .5 seconds--now i gotta drive a hour and 30 minutes to get stuff... I miss how things in my LIFE used to be:: -Relationships..-Family..-HOPE!...I hate to see people who are HOPELESS but sometimes certain situations make u feel this way...it's wierd that we search around to find thing s to BELIEVE IN all the while looking above and beyond the ability to believe in OURSELVES!!..I guess every now and then I feel the need to vent because of the fact that I am away from the people that know me the best---i guess that's just what life does to you. I MISS YOU GUYS, MOM, ATLANTA, and the ones that HURT ME!!..it's all helping me GROW! :-/

--xoxo Tash!

DON'T MISS IT--DON'T MISS IT--DON'T MISS ITTTTT!!!

P.S.A::: THE HILLS RETURNS TO MTV----TTTTOOOOONNNIIIIGGGHHHTTT!!
@ 10PM....IF U MISS IT...YOU SUCCCKKKK!!

THIS IS LAUREN CONRAD'S LAST SEASON [TEAR]...SOOOOO U CAN'T MISS ANYTHING!!

--xoxo Tash!

HAPPY ANNIVERSARY to my ROLE MODELS!!

These two are the EPITOME of what "L.O.V.E" is:: A strong women needs a STRONG and stable black man---THE HAVE OFFICIALLY BEEN MARRIED FOR A YEAR && BY THE LOOKS OF IT THEY AREN'T GETTING TIRED OF IT....

CONGRATS MY LOVE[s]...

--xoxoTash!

ahhhhhh MONDAY!!...

it's soooo WEIRD how time flies...MAN!--it feels like just LAST WEEK I was graduating from High School now I only have TWO MORE WEEKS IN COLLEGE!!.. WOWWWWW!!--I'd have to say that I am REALLY proud of myself--a year of College under my belt--some ppl ESPECIALLY females usually don't make it this far:: you know they usually get pegnant and have to leave. If it wasn't for my family though i would've given up..buttttt I DIDNT..LOL--&& I'M NOT leaving Clemson...I decided that your school is what you make of it--it doesn't make YOU!..I LOVE CLEMSON..the ONLY reason I thought about leaving was for other ppl, mainly my friends, & being around hat I'm used to. Now I know that CHANGE is a state of well being, peace, mind frame--NOT JUST AN UNCOMFORTABLE thing..I needed change..it caused me to grow and depend on MYSELF--for once! I enjoy it..& MY WONDERFUL GROUP OF FRIENDS i met here...I wouldn't trade them for the WORLD!!..guess i'll get ready for class now..Be back soon!! :-)

--xoxo Tash!

MY GIRLLL...

My girl----ERYKAH BADU has started producing art [acctually painted by artist STEVEN LOPEZ] These pictures are sooooooo NICEE!!..
[they consitst of Minnie Riperton, Aretha Frnaklin, India.Arie, & others...]
CLICK THE LINK BELOW TO WATCH THE VIDEO:::
Erykah Badu and Artist Steven Lopez collaborate for social change from Steven Lopez on Vimeo.

--xoxo Tash!

"&& it ALL comes CRASHING DOWN.."

DANG!! AND HERE'S ANOTHER ONE...THE INFAMOUS MALE MAGAZINE:: KING, HAS OFFICIAL ANNOUNCE THAT IT'S LAST ISSUE WILL HIT THE SHELVES= APRIL 21ST...OMG!! I guess that along with Blender the RECESSION has REALLY gotten to the BEST OF US>>> this REALLYYYYY sucks...i'm one of those people who live there lives through magazines...IDK where i'd be if they ALL go EXTINCT!! [smh] TEARSSS!!!

FAREWELL DARLINGGG!! ::

--xoxo Tash!

"LATELYY..."

..."Have I told you I loved you...LATELY!!..Have I told you you STILL mean the WORLD to me...":: Lately--I've noticed that being in school and away from my normal church environment it's hard for me to think about and get through certain things...I feel like this semester I've been slacking on the faith...jesus..& GOD parts that I would usually have..I'm starting to get stressed, angry, happy, lazy, depressed, happy again, content, hyper, sleepy, etc.. && I don't know how to handle sooo many emotions at once..every other day I feel a different way & on the days I feel upset or unhappy..i call my mom or aunt and they tell me to PRAY:: but what is praying??..[rhetorically speaking.]--I have a HUGEEE issue with PRAYING and calling on God because I don't do it everyday..It just seems like everytime a person is going through it or start to hit rock bottom they decide to turn to God for guidance && I don't agree nor understand that..I know deep in my heart that I want to pray and I'm sure he knows it too..but i just can't do it, especially knowing that I don't thank him for the time my life is going as I want it to. when I get into my "I just want to go home", depressed mode && all I'm hearing is just pray about God will see you through--I know he will--but when things don't happen as fast as we want them to we began to question the ONE person that we look to in these times of need...GOD!!..WHY IS THAT?? i know that I want him to help me and see me through certain situations but when I'm in these situations all I can think about is that old saying the elders tell us.."God puts/ brings you into certain situations because he knows you can handle them" or that one when they say, "If he brings you to it--he'll bring you through it."-- so i just tend to ride them out until I can't handle it anymore..when i go back home I go to church & to go see my "Dad"..but there are some Sundays I miss...That leads me to another thing--just because you don't go to church EVERY Sunday doesn't mean you don't seek believe/ seek the lord...YES!! we're ALL sinners but he forgives you for those things in order for us to understand that EVERYONE makes mistakes and it isn't our place to punish nor judge them--but IDK---i just know that I've been going through it and after calling on all the humans I trust and they can't really HELP me because they haven't been in this situation...My only other option is GOD!!..Is it okay for me to pray in this time of need even if I don't do it EVERYDAY??...HE DOES STILL KNOW MY STRUGGLES IF I DON'T PRAY...RIGHT??--IF I HAVE A PERSON WHO DOES PRAY EVERYDAY TO PRAY FOR ME WILL IT COME QUICKER?? maybe it'll all come to me...SOONER than LATER i'd hope!!..im just saying that...LATELY---I'VE BEEN NEEDING HIM...BAD!! :-/

--xoxo Tash!

SONGZZZZZ...

WATCH WATCH WATCH:::....THIS IS "BRAND NEW"...Trey Songz new song...&& the video is EDITED by NONE OTHER THAN Mr. LEEVON DANIELS...Miller Grove's own!!...DAMNNNN i'm soooo PROUD of the SUCCESSFUL ppl Miller Grove High School is producing...ANYWHOO:: watch it && ENJOYYYY..[p.s. the song is kinda FLyy..i like it..] do u??

Trey Songz - Brand New


--xoxo Tash!

My thoughts at 8:51am.

Danggg!!...i've been slacking on my blog---but ANYWHOO:: i wonder--why I'm not up & out cuz i soooo have class at 9:05am..when is this stress going to go away??---why I tend to second guess my actions/decisions/words...I miss Xmas break--actually i miss everything BEFORE Feb.27th :-( I'm HAPPY Morgann is stayingggg...[at least for nxt semester]...I THINK i'm ready for Football season to start..Why WEDNESDAYS are soooo LONG--AND such a dragggg for me..uugghh..I soooo miss ATL..S.Carolina is KILLN me with this rain!!..idk, i REALLYYYY need to get my life together!!

--xoxo Tash!