...GRAND HUSTLE HOMIE..

I LOVE GRAND HUSTLE...

I FEEL LIKE EVERYTHING THEY PUT OUT IS A HIT..

DISAGREE??..SHAME ON U!!..LOL

[nahh but in MY opinion they the -ISH..]

--xoxo Tash!

&&..there will NEVER be another like you!

"..Never can say goodbye.."

--DANG! I feel like death is just one aspect of life i'll NEVER get over..or be prepared for! It's such a HUGE loss for all:: entertainment,music, his family,& friends--I was one the BIGGEST MJ fans, since like the age of 3. Now that I think about it, I was doing dance moves & singing along to songs that were out wayyyy before I was even THOUGHT about!! I would just sit home and watch MJ concert tapes ALLL DAYY long//EVERYday!!--that was probably the reason why i took this death like this:: i feel as if I knew him, & it was because of the fact that he had the ability to make you sing songs & relate to him even NO MATTER your age, race, religion, size, etc. He was what the world lacks--he was creative NOT weird, he was a genius NOT a fool, he wanted for others what he didn't have...No matter the rumors or how the media portrayed him I believed he was the total opposite--people look at me & some of the things I wear & say "that doesnt match!" or "what are doing? your turning white"...you eventually learm to accept the fact that AMERICA REJECTS what it does't UNDERSTAND!..it NEGLECTS what it hasn't seen..&& DISS' who it isn't or wants to be...I now see that it really pushes some people over the edge..NOT KOOL AMERICA!! No worries MIKE, I'll live through & for you--DIfferent is Gold & Different was YOU!!

"....JUST A SOUL WHOSE INTENTIONS ARE GOOD..OH LORD! PLEASE DON'T LET ME BE MIS-UNDERSTOOD!!"-----&& he was JUST that, Misunderstood!!..so sad!

YOU ARE MISSED...& LOVED!

--xoxo Tash!

My BLACK is BEAUTIFUL...

I'm not sure if you guys saw it but Tyra Banks had a couple days [may have been a week] on her show where she showcased her "BLACK"..or hair! the shows were talking about why and how black women try to deny their hair and the texture of it:: && it kept talking about "good hair & bad hair"--I have been guilty of labeling some hair good & some bad but it was all in the way it was styled...No hair is better than the other, I just think some is more taking care of than others...My hair is a MAJOR factor in my presentation & if its NOT done then I feel insecure about the way I look & the way I'm being perceived... I think that us as black women tend to think it is more manageable if we get a relaxer--not to make us unaware or our roots or "roots"...well I am a victim or getting a relaxer--but it wasnt by choice..I got my first relaxer at age 6 by my aunt and my mom was FURIOUS..but ever since then I was getting them..then at age 9 or 10 she went back to me getting my hair straightened.. but it never lasted long [because of playing outside, cheering, & softball..] so she went back to the relaxers :-( After that I couldnt stand NOT having a perm, everytime I felt my roots and felt "new growth" I was DEMANDING a visit to the hair salon---but July of 2008 was my last perm && now I am OH NAT-U-RALLLL!! && i LOVE it..I think that chemicals take away the natural oils & texture of our hair, not that EVERYONE has the same texture but i DEF notice a change in my hair. I just recently cut my ends [the last remaining pieces of perm..] my hair is SHORT now, but i can deal with it..i know it was for the better and it'll grow back! :-/

HERE IS MY HAIR CUTTT :-/

BEFORE [AND] AFTER::

IT'LL GROW ON ME, RIGHT?

--xoxo Tash!

Random-NESS...my thoughts @ 5:27am...

mmmmmm...SO MUCH on the brain::i have NO IDEA why I'm still up...I was so tired before but now I'm up doing....NOTHING! Wish I had someone to talk to :-/ to bad...MTV Jams is a MAJOR factor in my wacked out sleep cycle--it seems like as soon as i start to doze off a video comes on that i want to see..SUCKS! This is why I sleep all day!! I wonder how the crowd will be @ Intrigue tomorrow [well tonight, technically]--I REALLY need to get some sushi..i miss CLEMSONNN :-( as usual, I'm wanna move to the West Coast...when LOVE knocks you down do you REALLY get back up??...hmmm, does REAL really Recognize Real??--how'd you really know?? idk about anything now-a-days..WHY ASK WHY, rite?!!...ANYWHOO, MANNNNN i've been gone for alittle while, i WILL do better...alot has happened since my last post....

--Father's Day: I did absolutely NOTHING for it..My mom was out of town and I was here..BORED!!

--RUN'S HOUSE: The new season of Run's House aired..yesss!! i was WAYYY to excited for it...I've haven't watched tv & wished I was in someone else's family since Olivia was on the Cosby Show...That is a family with HOPE, LOVE, and Understanding...when or more like IF i get married--thats EXACTY how I'd want my family to be.

--COURT: I [along with my friends] went to court for the incident I/we had last month. It was CRAZYYYY--&& i mean that in EVERY aspect of the word..it was like television or a movie or something, its an experience that i will NOT be looking forward to..EVER again!!..nevertheless, WE WON!! :-) && to think the Cops were against us at first..GOOD ALWAYS PREVAILS!

--LIFE: its crazy but I'm starting to understand it..MINUS a few glitches [people]..DANG!, hate to say it but YES, i KEEP cutting off people to eventually let them BACK in..knowing its the WRONG thing to do....I'm trying to work on that butttt its taking alittle longer than I expected..OH WELL for that! My friends say I'm to Nice yet the strangers say i'm STUCK UP! i'll Never know...

thats all for now--i'm gonna try to SLEEP!!

zzzzzzzzZZZZZZZZZZZZZzzzzzzzzzzZZZZZZZZZZZZZzzzzzzzzzzzZZZZZZ!!

--xoxo Tash!

O M G!!! REMIXXXXX!!

this girl can really sing!!

omgggg--LYRICALLY JOJO DEF put the life of ALL teenage girls in here..

I LOVEEE THIS REMIX--best BY FAR..

DANG, i had forgot ALL about her....SHES BACKKK!!

--xoxo Tash!

...19 & Enlightened..

ahhhhhhhhhh!!! I'm kind of upset that my birthday is over now :-( wowwww!! when i woke up yesterday all i could think about was:: 19 years ago today I came into this world && a year before that I wasn't even thought of!! Man I could help but to think about what my mothers life would be like if she didn't have me in it...[thinking...] DANG! I must say that this birthday DEF opened my eyes to certain aspects of life && myself...I wasn't even excited at first but when it was actually here I felt as if I was on top of the world because I was still living!!

I DEF believe that with age comes wisdom--& at 19 years of age I am one strong//passionate young woman!! I think that I believe in what I want to and that makes me who I am--I dress different and unusual according to my surroundings yet that comforts me within...I have come to terms with the fact that I can't change the things that have happened in my past, i can only burry them look forward to my future--I tend to think that you have to have it all to be happy when that isn't always the case....

My 19th birthday was AMAZING!! && i did ABSOLUTELY nothing; my day went as followed:: woke up--gave my dog a bath, Showered, nail shop, ate breakfast that my BFF Kayla made for me [PANCAKESSSS--my fav!], Mall, went to eat at one of my FAV restuarants in Lil 5 points, then off to the Club for a bit with the rest of my friends!!..after that we went to Waffle House && they sang Happy Birthday to me--& almost ate all of my cake!!...YES, i spent the ending of my 19th birthday in a place I don't even eat at...&& it was AWESOME...i had soooo much fun!! I guess in some cases--SIMPLICITY is KEY!!

But as I got home, I couldnt sleep and I began to think about actually getting older and how life is going to start getting harder and harder:: i love to sit and watch as little kids run around and scream like there is no tomorrow--i would give anything to go back to the times when I had no worries..uugghhh!! buttt thats LIFE, rite?

I just feel like 19 is a TEASING age..you can do the same thing as you did when you were 18 and your going to do the same thing next year when you turn 20..ahhhh THIS SUCKS!!

but i do THANK GOD for allowing me to live another year--because in all honesty, there were times when i thought I shouldn't have....

--xoxo Tash!

&& Mr.West does it again..

--xoxo Tash!

...DAILY DOSE OF FUNNY!!

this is sooooo FUNNY!!!...lol

--go on you tube && look at ALL the Notorius Bum videos..

sooooooooo FUNNY!!..

My thoughts @ 1:48am..

[sigh..] idk if i'm sleepy or not!!?? MTV Hits [chan. 163 for Comcast users] is really jammin' rite now...so much to do this up coming week..ahhhhhhhhhh!! LOL, in a good way tho--more time with the Bestie :-) b4 she goes back off to LSU :-( !!! I had a GOOD day--it started at approx. 3am with the BEST sleepover ever!! hahahaa!! I DEF love Reece, Keem,& DeDe...what a trip!! Packed like mexicans in this full size!! LOL, Mannnnnn Perimeter was kinda of a success--got some cute stuff--my night was eventful--went to my "juvie's" party!! it was kool--HOT but kool..I kind of get irritated with heat && my hair DOES NOT agree with it either...I wish I had an ice-cream sandwich, it's been on my mind lately!! OMGGG i want a Jamaican chicken patty..ahhhhhhh i GOTTA get one tomorro!! Dang, not ready for that ride to Birmingham tomorrow butttt i wont leave my mom hangin'...I can't wait until I go back to school--I can't wait until I graduate from school, i need to start my CAREER..ASAP!! hmmmmm idk--i want to watch Sex & the City // EVERY season..lol, LOVE THAT SHOW!! wait!!, i saw the ORIGINAL Willie Wonka today--that was my FAV movie..I wonder who's going to be next to call me?? I wonder why no one has :-( ?? ahhhh i feel LAME!!..LOL, idk--haha...LATERRR!!

--xoxo Tash!

...Young L.A. ... You Like??

THIS LOOKS SOOOOOOO CHEAP TO ME..

BUT HEY--wateva floats his boat!!

--xoxo Tash!

My thoughts @ 12:22am..

hmmmm...YESSSS!!! im not an NBA fan butttt i'm DEF a D.Howard fan--i'm wayyyyy to excited that they won..but anywhoo as usual i'm all over the place..I'm thinking about alot: my birthday coming up, tomorrows plans, going out, SHOPPING, Reg & Malik, and MOST DEF school...I miss CLEMSON UNIVERSITY wayyy to much!! :-/ I kind of wish i can sing...lol..RANDOM?? i know!

I want to know who the HECK told this 'Ashley' girl [from Charm School] to get this HORRIBLEEE extensions job..her weave is so BAD! it's sad, hmmmmm I wonder what my minor is gonna be?? Beats me right about now...education? production? film? or Music?---smh I NEED to get it together...ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh SCREAMMMMMMMM--i'm going into my india arie mode--"get it together"-from the Brown Sugar soundtrack!!...LATA!!

--xoxo Tash!

"Anybody from ATLANTA...???"

Ok so I knew I was gonna write something to do with this but it wasn't sure when..then yesterday my bro "Rich" b.k.a Richard was talking about how his summer has been? and "what he's been up to?" and you know what he replied---"Nun much, just trying to get one of these ANYBODY FROM ATLANTA rap deals they giving out.." lOL LOL hahahahaaa...to me, that was THEE funniest thing everr!! LOL LOL especially since I wan't even prepared for that answer..haha LOVE HIM!!

But in all honesty--i started thinking and he's right // their starting to be more appreciative of the younger generation...these big time people like Def Jam..Univeral//Motown..SOny BMG..etc, are really starting to snatch up local ATL artist after only one hit--i think that they are starting to realize that you could always mold someone's career instead of just thinking that they all suck because they don't start off snapping like T.I.P, Jigga, Nas, Big, Pac..etc!!

It's only right that they give them a chance...Although, they may flopp after their first album I feel that getting a chance and attempting was better than NOTHING at all..

i gotta say BIG UP'S TO ALL THE ATLANTA ARTIST//north,south,west,&& MOST DEF the one's holding down the EAST SIDE!! ... yall keep us rockin'..

HERE'S a few of them with deals..GOOD LUCK GUYS!!

--Although, i'm not a BIG fan of EVERYTHING that comes out of ATL--credit is DEF due!! if i was an A&R [look it up if you don't know what it means..] I'd pick up a couple artist.. You??

--xoxo Tash!!

...it's just those RAINY days!! :-/

Don't you hate how when it rains it feels like it calls for your mind to run at about 100000000 mph!???---I know I do, it feels like if it doesn't make me sleepy it's making me think about either certain people...places...LIFE...flaws...events...decisions...or even the future!!

It may sound weird but im just sitting on my steps with the door open watching the rain as it falls at an akward diagonal pattern..I believe that the most effective thoughts come from those on rainy days..it seems as if it lets you be free, open minded, and aware of the "world" as it may seem....But for some reason, in my life--when it rains it POURS!! So there's always those days you sit outside on the porch while it rains and cry just so no one else can notice or even hear it...

Crying is a natural emotion...I used to think that when you cried it was a sign of "weakness" or "fear"--but as I've gotten older I feel that it is an emotional CLEANSE for your heart--mind--body--AND soul!! There is noway I would have gotten through some hard times without shedding a couple tears here & there!! I think it is a STRENGTH to actually notice that something is wrong with someone or something in your life && by knowing there is nothing you can do about it you mind as well let it out!!--To express an emotion is wayyyy better than holding it in because it'll DEFINITELY become LETHAL..in my life I go about crying the same as I do praying--You should just cry for that limited time then suck it up--walk away--&& leave it there!! It makes no sense to dwell on what COULD've, WOULD've, or SHOULD've been--God will take care of it..Therefore, there is no worries...RIght???

These are the kinds of days I dreaddddd because I hate my SCATTERED BRAIN..lol--but then again it keeps me grounded..because if im already aware of what happened then I would most likely not find myself in that position again..Some might call it FEAR but I'd call it "KNOWLEDGE"...hmmm IDK, maybe that's just me!!?? :-/

I just believe that no matter what or who we are we should use EVERY aspect or ability that was given to us--unlike me not everyone likes to express themselves through text or writing..yet, they have other talents that they should embrace...I love how diverse the world could be if everyone stopped going for the same thing or type of industry because of the money but do what they are actually GOOD at--I think the pay off would be soooo much greater than money..Doesn't it just make more sense to go to school to be a teacher because of your ability to teach others && get them to comprehend instead of going to school for 8-12 years to be some type of Doctor because they get paid more--then after the 1st year not be excited to go to work--Agree or Disagree??

FORGIVE ME FOR JUMPING ALL OVER THE PLACE WITH THIS ONE...lol

i just had to throw that out there---FOOD FOR THOUGHT...i guess!!

--xoxo Tash!!

HOTT orrrr [NOT.] ??!!

IDK IF I'M A FAN OF HER STICKING TO THE "HER & 2 DANCERS" FOR ALL OF THE VIDEOS OF THE 'SASHA FIERCE' ALBUM--IT'S KINDA PLAIN JANE...BUT HEY!! IN SOME CASES "SIMPLICITY IS KEY"....RITE?--ANYWHOO:: THE GIRL LOOKS GOOD SO I SEE WHY HER 'EGO' IS SO BIG!!

LOVE HER...!!!
"EGO" video...



--xoxo Tash!

SORRYYY...

.smh.
OK MY APOLOGIES!!
i know i've been gone and slippin but im BACK!!
---school is OUT && i've SUCCESSFULLY completed my first year of COLLEGE!!
WOW!! Talk about excited...i would have to say that i came out wayyy more aware of things than i was before i went...
DEFINITELY a learning experience--it was HARD and time consuming but i wouldn't trade it for the world!!

other than that my summer has kicked off--HORRIBLY!!
it's the kind of thing that really makes u reflect on the people and things you value...
i have a whole new respect for things that i once took for granted---

i'm OFFICIALLY making it my business to go to church: Sunday, Tuesday, Wednesday..etc.
you get my drift!! When life brings you to certain situations you do all that you need to in order to protect yourself from it happening again...
--like partying less and focusing on what's actually going on..

IDK...maybe it's just me and my opinion...

ahhhhhh [sigh]--IT FEELS GOOD TO BE BACK...lol :-)

--xoxo Tash!

REMIXXXX..

ok...so earlier I paid respect to my dudes...DEM GET A WAY BOYZ..&& posted a couple of their songs on here--but nowwwwwww they have a REMIX to IMMA G feat. Mr.Fansworth Bentley && Shawty Lo..can we say BIG THANGS!!???--they doin it EXTRA big && as of now tis is the NEW THEME SONG FOR THE NEXT SEASON of From G's To Gents...now THATS WASSUP!!..
im soooo proud of u guys....


--xoxo Tash!

REEEEEEE-WIIIINNNDDDD!!

THROW BACK JOINT OF THE DAY:
[WEDNESDAY---APRIL 8, 2009]



Sometimes you GOTTA ASK these things..
" it be like that sometimes..."

--xoxoTash!

&& it's the story of 'HER' LIFE...

So here's to 'YOU'...

Dear "YOU",
Not that we pick on you often or analyze you on purpose.
We are just here to HELP!
YOU can't understand the meaning of LOVE and LIFE
if you don't understand the meaning of LOVING YOURSELF.

YOU can't see that your downplaying and undermining your wealth?
I guess it's because his size & performance is blinding & dangerous to your health.
I'm NOT sure if it's a warning sign but i DO know that it's saying your rep is dying!

I Love 'YOU' girlie but don't think you can change..
Caught between LUST and what's RIGHT!..
you haven't figured it out yet--Only time will tell...

But as much as you continue to give the more THEY'LL take..
I guess you were like Drake before the mixtape came along...
I'm just gonna say I MISS YOU 'cause your "SO FAR GONE"

--Author = Tash!

STORY OF YOU(r) LIFE:: [watch below..]
If you aren't a fan--YOU SHOULD BE!!..
I know plenty females who can attest to this song::
[ESPECIALLY ONE..]

FLU?...COLD?...NO! JUST HOME SICK!!

awwww MAN!..here we go with this again..This is why I HATE going on Facebook--i like to just get on, check my messgaes/ notifications, and GET OFF!!.. But for some reason i DIDN'T just do that this time. tthis time i started to go through pictures and stuff and just began to tear up.. DANG MAN!!--uugghhh..((&& here it comes again!))--It just pains me to see memories and all the fun that I had with my friends from home..its not just that but we're ALL seperated now...when you need someone to have your back & you turn around to see who's there its a BLANK CANVAS because we're all in differnet places...I wouldn't say i'm homesick but i'd say that i DEF miss the 'OLD DAYS'...I miss the way we laughed about Middle school--the pool party we MADE at Paul's Bouldercrest Rd. house--our Senior Water fight--the DRAMA over boys in middle school--the way we formed frinedships that'll last FOREVER!!..I just miss how I could call my mom and ask for something and she'd have it o me in .5 seconds--now i gotta drive a hour and 30 minutes to get stuff... I miss how things in my LIFE used to be:: -Relationships..-Family..-HOPE!...I hate to see people who are HOPELESS but sometimes certain situations make u feel this way...it's wierd that we search around to find thing s to BELIEVE IN all the while looking above and beyond the ability to believe in OURSELVES!!..I guess every now and then I feel the need to vent because of the fact that I am away from the people that know me the best---i guess that's just what life does to you. I MISS YOU GUYS, MOM, ATLANTA, and the ones that HURT ME!!..it's all helping me GROW! :-/

--xoxo Tash!

DON'T MISS IT--DON'T MISS IT--DON'T MISS ITTTTT!!!

P.S.A::: THE HILLS RETURNS TO MTV----TTTTOOOOONNNIIIIGGGHHHTTT!!
@ 10PM....IF U MISS IT...YOU SUCCCKKKK!!

THIS IS LAUREN CONRAD'S LAST SEASON [TEAR]...SOOOOO U CAN'T MISS ANYTHING!!

--xoxo Tash!

HAPPY ANNIVERSARY to my ROLE MODELS!!

These two are the EPITOME of what "L.O.V.E" is:: A strong women needs a STRONG and stable black man---THE HAVE OFFICIALLY BEEN MARRIED FOR A YEAR && BY THE LOOKS OF IT THEY AREN'T GETTING TIRED OF IT....

CONGRATS MY LOVE[s]...

--xoxoTash!

ahhhhhh MONDAY!!...

it's soooo WEIRD how time flies...MAN!--it feels like just LAST WEEK I was graduating from High School now I only have TWO MORE WEEKS IN COLLEGE!!.. WOWWWWW!!--I'd have to say that I am REALLY proud of myself--a year of College under my belt--some ppl ESPECIALLY females usually don't make it this far:: you know they usually get pegnant and have to leave. If it wasn't for my family though i would've given up..buttttt I DIDNT..LOL--&& I'M NOT leaving Clemson...I decided that your school is what you make of it--it doesn't make YOU!..I LOVE CLEMSON..the ONLY reason I thought about leaving was for other ppl, mainly my friends, & being around hat I'm used to. Now I know that CHANGE is a state of well being, peace, mind frame--NOT JUST AN UNCOMFORTABLE thing..I needed change..it caused me to grow and depend on MYSELF--for once! I enjoy it..& MY WONDERFUL GROUP OF FRIENDS i met here...I wouldn't trade them for the WORLD!!..guess i'll get ready for class now..Be back soon!! :-)

--xoxo Tash!

MY GIRLLL...

My girl----ERYKAH BADU has started producing art [acctually painted by artist STEVEN LOPEZ] These pictures are sooooooo NICEE!!..
[they consitst of Minnie Riperton, Aretha Frnaklin, India.Arie, & others...]
CLICK THE LINK BELOW TO WATCH THE VIDEO:::
Erykah Badu and Artist Steven Lopez collaborate for social change from Steven Lopez on Vimeo.

--xoxo Tash!

"&& it ALL comes CRASHING DOWN.."

DANG!! AND HERE'S ANOTHER ONE...THE INFAMOUS MALE MAGAZINE:: KING, HAS OFFICIAL ANNOUNCE THAT IT'S LAST ISSUE WILL HIT THE SHELVES= APRIL 21ST...OMG!! I guess that along with Blender the RECESSION has REALLY gotten to the BEST OF US>>> this REALLYYYYY sucks...i'm one of those people who live there lives through magazines...IDK where i'd be if they ALL go EXTINCT!! [smh] TEARSSS!!!

FAREWELL DARLINGGG!! ::

--xoxo Tash!

"LATELYY..."

..."Have I told you I loved you...LATELY!!..Have I told you you STILL mean the WORLD to me...":: Lately--I've noticed that being in school and away from my normal church environment it's hard for me to think about and get through certain things...I feel like this semester I've been slacking on the faith...jesus..& GOD parts that I would usually have..I'm starting to get stressed, angry, happy, lazy, depressed, happy again, content, hyper, sleepy, etc.. && I don't know how to handle sooo many emotions at once..every other day I feel a different way & on the days I feel upset or unhappy..i call my mom or aunt and they tell me to PRAY:: but what is praying??..[rhetorically speaking.]--I have a HUGEEE issue with PRAYING and calling on God because I don't do it everyday..It just seems like everytime a person is going through it or start to hit rock bottom they decide to turn to God for guidance && I don't agree nor understand that..I know deep in my heart that I want to pray and I'm sure he knows it too..but i just can't do it, especially knowing that I don't thank him for the time my life is going as I want it to. when I get into my "I just want to go home", depressed mode && all I'm hearing is just pray about God will see you through--I know he will--but when things don't happen as fast as we want them to we began to question the ONE person that we look to in these times of need...GOD!!..WHY IS THAT?? i know that I want him to help me and see me through certain situations but when I'm in these situations all I can think about is that old saying the elders tell us.."God puts/ brings you into certain situations because he knows you can handle them" or that one when they say, "If he brings you to it--he'll bring you through it."-- so i just tend to ride them out until I can't handle it anymore..when i go back home I go to church & to go see my "Dad"..but there are some Sundays I miss...That leads me to another thing--just because you don't go to church EVERY Sunday doesn't mean you don't seek believe/ seek the lord...YES!! we're ALL sinners but he forgives you for those things in order for us to understand that EVERYONE makes mistakes and it isn't our place to punish nor judge them--but IDK---i just know that I've been going through it and after calling on all the humans I trust and they can't really HELP me because they haven't been in this situation...My only other option is GOD!!..Is it okay for me to pray in this time of need even if I don't do it EVERYDAY??...HE DOES STILL KNOW MY STRUGGLES IF I DON'T PRAY...RIGHT??--IF I HAVE A PERSON WHO DOES PRAY EVERYDAY TO PRAY FOR ME WILL IT COME QUICKER?? maybe it'll all come to me...SOONER than LATER i'd hope!!..im just saying that...LATELY---I'VE BEEN NEEDING HIM...BAD!! :-/

--xoxo Tash!

SONGZZZZZ...

WATCH WATCH WATCH:::....THIS IS "BRAND NEW"...Trey Songz new song...&& the video is EDITED by NONE OTHER THAN Mr. LEEVON DANIELS...Miller Grove's own!!...DAMNNNN i'm soooo PROUD of the SUCCESSFUL ppl Miller Grove High School is producing...ANYWHOO:: watch it && ENJOYYYY..[p.s. the song is kinda FLyy..i like it..] do u??

Trey Songz - Brand New


--xoxo Tash!

My thoughts at 8:51am.

Danggg!!...i've been slacking on my blog---but ANYWHOO:: i wonder--why I'm not up & out cuz i soooo have class at 9:05am..when is this stress going to go away??---why I tend to second guess my actions/decisions/words...I miss Xmas break--actually i miss everything BEFORE Feb.27th :-( I'm HAPPY Morgann is stayingggg...[at least for nxt semester]...I THINK i'm ready for Football season to start..Why WEDNESDAYS are soooo LONG--AND such a dragggg for me..uugghh..I soooo miss ATL..S.Carolina is KILLN me with this rain!!..idk, i REALLYYYY need to get my life together!!

--xoxo Tash!

Poke me--Poke ME--POKE ME!!...

OMG!!--what's the deal with this whole Facebook Poking thing--i DON'T get it??!!!...What is it stating?..is it saying 'POKE' like "hey I need your attention"? ...is it saying 'POKE' like "i wanna POKE you..or I would Poke you..as in sex"..When I initially starting using the poke thing it was an accident--i meant to press the 'SEND TERRELL A MESSAGE' part on her page but I ended up pressing 'POKE TERRELL'--she ended up Poking me back && ever since then we've been going back and forth with this...EXCEPTTTT i've been getting like 20 of them EVERYTIME i logg on...My list of pokes is sooooo LONG!!--[I'm not saying it's a problem] but what are these people trying to tell me..of all my pokes only 2 are females [My 2 BFF's] the rest are guys--is it the new age technology way of FLIRTING--as in CYBER FLIRTING or is it just another way of saying hey??--I'm REALLY CONFUSED!! at this time I'm tired of poking these same people back--WHAT ARE YOU GETTING OUT OF THESE??..lol..at first it was funny because before I could even logg off I'd have the same amount of Pokes as I did when I logged on--soo I treated it as a game--"Who could poke who back the FASTEST"...butttttt thats NOT the case anymore...Actually, I'm not sure what the case is--[if i did i wouldn't be writing this..lol.]--I guess I just need a breakdown or something...I wish they had a 'DISABLE POKE' button..because I could DEF use it right now...

--xoxo Tash!

iMy.. <3

it's ALWAYS fun iChatting especially when it's with someone your not always with or around...this is me && my bff/sis TERRELL iChatting..I LOVE YOU GIRLLLLL!!!


--xoxo Tash!

DRUNKEN words are sober THOUGHTS...

Isn't it funny how the day after a longgggg night of partying & not remembering ANYTHING people come up to you telling you EVERYTHING you did and/or SAID!!...For me, thats the WORST part. Right now I'm sitting in my dorm room taking care of one of my bestfriends as she recoops from a little party she went to ..[if you know what I mean]..lol..I feel that College is the place where it happens the most...aside from the hangover thats gonna KICK HER A#% in the morning--the things that she's saying and doing are gonna be of an even BIGGER surprise...lol..TRUST ME--i kno!..You how theres that person you once talked to or were kool with? and yall have a falling out of some sort that causes a rift in the friendship so yall begin to not speak and what-not...well YES! that was my situation...me and one of my "friend(s)"here at school weren't speaking after a falling out that we had and if you know me you know that I DON'T SWEAT STUFF or PEOPLE like that--so on the normal day it was kool--Hell, you don't speak to me..i don't speak to you...BUTTTTT one night we went to a party and you know once you get alittle something to drink..it's kind of a PROBLEM...ANYWHO:: I remember that I was talking to them saying stuff like "You know we're still kool" && "how the old times were"&"stop listening to what people say..its not true"..lol..i DONT KNOW where that came from..sooo the next thing I know I wake up in my dorm room with like 100000 missed text messages fom them talking about ALL KINDA stuff that I had apparently said--eventually it had gotten to be to much soo I had to ask my REAL friends here at school..what i was really saying to that person??..&& the things they were telling me was HORRIFIC!!!..not horrific like all BAD but horrific like FUNNY as well...But come to find out...I really meant what I was saying but I just didn't want to say it..Know what I mean??...&& I say this because as I sit here with my two 'brothers' from 'the fam' & we're watching our bestfriend/'sister' show her A#$.....lol..it's kool though because we got her back---ON THE OTHER HAND, she's really saying somethings she WOULDN'T if she were sober..Yall know that being under the influence can cause us to CRAZY things--but why do we all want to just call people?? I know I make sooo many phone calls to random A@# people talking about random things--but I feel bad for my BFF's because they GET IT THE WORST!!..idk why we do these things..butttt it HAPPENS!!..&& when they do..all you can say is DAMN! --> "I wouldn't have been like this if it wasn't for T.O.N.Y"--Solange...[btw..T.O.N.Y stands for=The Other Night Why..meaning WHY DID THE OTHER NIGHT HAPPEN..lol.just a breakdown] But I Guess that's why they say.."Drunken words are SOBER thoughts.."..rite??

--xoxo Tash!

"&& wen it knocks u down..or should i say HE"...

.....YOU GET RIGHT BACK UP...
I'll ALWAYS love Rihanna...Not a big fan of her running back decision buttt I'm a girl soo i do understand what "LOVE" can mean & do to you.."it be like that sometimes"...But anywho..don't wanna dwell on her faults...SHES A BADDDD B*&#H..&& she's letting it STILL be known that shes a BAD GIRL...[regardless of her lacking in the fighting area..]
YOU GO GIRLLLLL....!! :-) <3

WHERE SHE PLANNED ON GETTING THEM:: [she couldn't because of Covergirl]

WHERE SHE ACTUAL GOT IT::

She flew her tattoo artist to L.A. to get a tatt added to her collection...I'M DIGGIN..WHAT YOU THINK??..

--xoxo Tash!

L-E-T IT G-O!!

We all know that giving up isn't kool or acceptable but MYYYY GODDDD...SERIOUSLY!!..some people should just take the money && run!!--He has enough money to last him yearsssssss...soooo WHY does he insist on trying??...Know who I'm talking about?..NO?..I'll tell you...SHAD "Bow Wow" MOSS....I'm just NOT understanding WHY he's coming out with a new album...WAIT!! Let me tell you the title first::[*clearing throat*] New Jack City II..hahhahhahaaa..I mean REALLY Bow..REALLY!! The sad thing is I don't even remember ANY of the singles from this album...................................................[thinking].....................................[still thinking].............................ok WAIT!! I LIED--"MARCO POLO" rite?? i hear he has some new song out..i've seen the video buttttt the tv was on mute soooo haven't heard it..His skills just aren't there to me..is anyone going to tell him this?? EVER?? a real friend would??..hate to say it but I think he did LIKE MIKE & TOKYO DRIFT better than he does these albums..I would much rather SEE him than to HEAR him try to rhyme--[cuz he's REALLYYYYYY cute]...lol..March 31 is the release date--CAN'T WAIT to see what these sales look like..[i know there are STILL alotta little kid fans he has..&& they buy anything]--Maybe the albums he do sell will help him get a REAL Lambo instead of renting one to show off in(*cough cough chris brown*)....[*whomp whomp*...]--with that said--i guess i'd still say...GOOD LUCK!!

--xoxo Tash!

Goodbye..Farewell..2 u MY FRIEND!!

REST IN PEACE....
Today the 1 & THEE ONLY::: BLENDER MAGAZINE announced it's demise...I guess they realize how their competition was actually getting...WOWWW!! I am REALLY tripping over this--BLENDER was like Mix-Tape central..I can't believe of ALL magazines it would be the first to be OUT DONE!!...Apparently its ad sales decreased by 17.8% in 2008 yet they STILL tried to hang on..it just launched in 2000 and now 9 years later its sun is setting--[funeral music] I REALLY WANNA TAKE TIME TO LOOK BACK ON ALL THE PEOPLE WHO GRACED THEIR COVER....

SUCH A SAD--SAD STORY!!..

--xoxo Tash!

Fact or Fiction..??? [#3]

Eating in Harcombe [dinning hall] for dinner lastnight or the night before..Morgann and Korde are drinking Chocolate milk..by the time dinner was over they had had at least 4 or 5 cups of milk [between the 2 of them]--sooooo i proceed to tell them what i heard back in middle school..Drinking to much milk or Cow's milk after you've already done growing is bad for you--it causes your risk of geting illness & cancer greater...sounds FALSE..but i SWEAR thats what I heard..what do you think??..[google it]

--xoxo Tash!

Facebook+Celebs=Friends..??

We're all guilty of it..whether you want to admit it or not. Well, at least I know I AM--Don't act like you haven't been on Facebook; searched your favorite Celebs in the search bar and asked them to be your friend. As I sat on Facebook and surfed as I usually do I noticed a couple of things:: 1] I noticed that once people get accepted by celebs they feel like if they write on their walls or leave picture comments they are going to reply back...Don't get me wrong--nothings wrong with having alittle "faith" & hoping that they will just so they'll be on your wall..lol..it just aggitates me to see the same people leaving comments like the first one would say: "hey nivea, your so pretty. love your music to. later" then a couple days later BAM on your minifeed you'd see another comment from the SAME person saying, "Nivea, I guess your really busy. cuz i wrote you a while back. you can at least show love back.later!"..hahahahhaaa *whomp whomp*!!! SERIOUSLY!! these people accepted us---LEAVE IT AT THAT!!..they have LIVES and aren't slaving over Facebook like we are...yall are NOT real friends..lol..Facebook friendships AREN'T real friendships..[just saying]...2] I noticed that people also tend to think that they can post their mixtapes or album[s] on these celebs page in HOPES of getting DISCOVERED..lol..WTF!! thats just OUTTA HAND!!--Get a GRIP!..3] Lastly, I just have second thoughts about it--because of their busy schedules and all; I'm like.."Is this really them?" "Who are they paying to actually entertain us & put up their status'?"..hmmmm I jus DON'T KNOW about this..lol--BUTTTT HEY!! That is all on that..I'm sure some of you guys understand where I'm coming..if not..*sigh* Sucks for you!!..

--xoxo Tash!

LIGHT SKIN chicks....ONLY. [no homo]

...WTF..Diddy Diddy Diddy--or in Maya's words--"UNCLE SEAN", WHAT are you thinking??..Ok, so if you haven't heard, Diddy and his team sent out a World Wide casting call for a new Ciroc Ad they're trying to come up with..they are looking for models but the requirements say that you have to be either "WHITE, HISPANIC, or LIGHT SKINNED AFRICAN AMERICAN"..well DAMN! I mean I understand that Kim is light skin, Sarah is light skin, Lauren London is light skin, & along with Cassie...J.Lo was light skin..butttt WOWWWW..lol..Saying that dark skin chicks couldn't promote was sooooo WACK!!..There are soooooo many PRETTY dark skin women--Gabrielle Union, Kerry Washington, Naturi [3Lw], he could've even used Dawn...LORDDD Diddy..lol--U JUS LOST A COUPLE FANS...*whomp whomp*..Its just weird because I'm not dark skin OR Light skin sooooo would I have been able to audition for a spot in the ad??..hmmmm..

--xoxo Tash!

NFL RELEASE....PAR-TAYYYY!!!...

hahaaa--NOOO!! not really a party buttt it should be...I was NEVER a Falcons fan but MIKE VICK i wassssss....I kinda think I'd be speaking for ALL females when I say:: HE IS SOOOOOOOOO FINE!!!...ohh & good at football too--but enough with all that...HE GOT RELEASED today...I'm sooooo EXCITED for him...I think his reason for being locked-up was wayyyyyy beyond stupid anyways..I applaud him for being a man and taking responsibility for the bogus..I know he's happy to be out...I AM!! :-) GOOOOO MIIKKKEEE...[i sooo think that he should be picked up by a team--]

--xoxo Tash!

My thoughts at 2:19am..

hmmmm..I wonder if I'm going to get through tomorro...where my life is headed..i wanna know where I'd be in 5 years..love triangles?..friends?...how many of us have them?..what my mom is doing..why I always tend to sleep during the day..nocturnal? maybe..my birthday is in 76 days--ha! yess!!..what do I want to do for it??..church & prayer...school..my GPA..is this paperwork stuff coming through for us..whats the hold up?..EMOTIONS EMOTIONS EMOTIONS...the fun i had with the fam @ the Delta date Auction..the summertime..well '08 summer..I miss my friends..I really want some Starbucks..My energy level is thru the ROOF!!..HBCU?? orrrrrr no?? Forgiveness??...to little to late??..orlando..springbreak..uuughhh SO LITTLE TIME..[i'd have to say my mind wonders at 1000 mph]..*sigh* Poor me!

GOODNIGHT!

--xoxo Tash!

UNDER THE MICROSCOPE::

SPOTLIGHTS ON-----MIRANDA freakin' JULY--this chick is one of the KOOLESTTTT artist/poets/ writers/actress out there..She isn't a big Hollywood actress or anything but in the Sundace, Tribeca,& other Independent Film Festivals her name is REALLY LEGIT!!...

-How I came across Miranda July, u asked??...hmm well in my Flim 357 class we have movie screenings every Monday and this 1 Monday we were told that we were going to be watching Me & You& Everyone We Know [Directed and Produced by Miranda July..she even starred in it]--this film was one of the weirdest && hardest to interpretate but I lovedddd it...i found out that she wrote books & i went online and read them..She gives CONTEMPORARY ART a wholeee NEW meaning..she is BEYOND SICK..she's ILL...lol--but i'm so SERIOUS!!! I think I'm going to go get all her books--For Real..

SHE'S A GENIUS!!..[here's a couple clips...& a pic of the weird/kool Art she does]


--xoxo Tash!

Fact or Fiction..??? [#2]

Lol--this one is weird::
I remember hearing this alongggg time ago--&& for some reason I thought of it today and ended up telling my friends..[they laughed at me..of course] sooooo here it goes::: Is it true that every time we blink [naturally] that a baby is born??..

--xoxo Tash!

zzzZZZ wake me up..IM SNORING!!

HOLD UPPPPP!!!....PAUSE on life..lol---is it jus ME or is this Christina Milian-Dream thing absolutely BOGUS && BORINGGGG...How can you go from just being friends a month ago to being in a relationship 3 weeks ago to signing to his label & to then be ENGAGED!!??? WHERE IS THIS COMING FROM?? i know I'm not the ONLY ONE confused about this situation..After Love Don't Cost a Thing, I rarely heard anything about Christina soooo i guess the publicity that she is getting is VERY well needed because I sooo figured she fell off the face of the earth..I'm not gon lie tho--I'm not the type to let people get to me butttttt if my ex-boyfriend moved on & it was n UPGRADE, I would be desperate too..ha!! Its unfortunate but it is what it is...rite?? Don't get me wrong she's a gorgeous chick buttttt that doesn't really get you far in life..As for Dream, he's just ALLLLL over the place it seems like..he makes nearly his whole Love vs. Money album about Nivea & his heartache yettt he's engaged to another girl he's been dating [publicly dating] for almost 5 and a half weeks..*blank stare* GOOD LUCK WITH THAT!!.. but you know what?? They might just be [hate to say it] "perfect" for eachother...Because of the fact that both their first real relationships crashed & burned--& they their other half moved on; leaving them to pick up the pieces..lol.."THATS LIFE".{{had to get that out--These 2 REALLY confuse me!!}}

--xoxo Tash!

D-A-M-A-G-E-D..

...orrrr maybe I should say REFURBISHED...HONESTLY!! My Fav 1 out of the group...DAWN RICHARD--is DEF going single..I mean I knew that but I didnt want to believe it..lol--I LOVED danity Kane [notthe name so much] but them as whole, like songs...Dawn had to have been one if not the ONLY level headed one in the group..[i think its because shes from where?? ohh yea--NEW ORLEANSS..lol] but really I think that she deserves wayyyyy more credit & success than she was getting..I mean talent is talent && she has jus that--TALENT!!...I think that in order to become really successful you have to let go of the things that were holding you back--she understood that && did it.. It kinda sucks that her and Que broke up [i admired them..whomp whomp] "It be like that sometimes" but I think it was the best thing for her to do.. I really support her and her efforts..If she realeses an album....I'd Buy it..Would you??

--xoxo Tash!

PUBLIC SERVICE ANNOUNCEMENT..

NEW FLASH...NEWS FLASH....NEWS FLASHHHHHH!!!
AMERICA--WAKE UPPPPPP!!!

ONE OF MY FAVS---KERI HILSON'S "In a Perfect World" ALBUM HAS OFFICIALLY DROPPED!!!!...
GOOOO GET IT---GO GET IT--GO GET IT!!..I GOT IT...DID U??!!!

P.S. ONE OF THE FLYY[EST] SONGS ON HER ALBUM//&& THE VIDEO::
[WATCH IT..]



--xoxo Tash!

&& jus when you thought it was SAFE...

...THEY'RE BACKKKK:::::

ANYBODY thats SOMEBODY will DEF get this---I LOVE my iPhone 3g but when//if this drops i gotta kick it to the curb---SERIOUSLY!!..WHO's comming up with this stuff??..This is REALLYYY sick..i feel like its doing alott but OVER THE TOP might jus be the way to be..I hope that they really consider making these..i kno i'd pay extra for it---What do you think??..

--xoxo Tash!

Every girl NEEDS a guy BFF..[vice versa]

OMGGGG....wowwwww!!!! ..is all i can really say.!!! LOL..ok, so I understand that there is a REALLY BIG misunderstanding of a guy & a girl being BESTFRIENDS::but I happen to think that you can have really legit friendships with people of the opposite sex--2 of my Bestfriends are guys--1 of them of 6 years and the other of 5..Being the only child && being around all of my boy cousins [most of the time]..I'm the type that doesn't really HANG with alotta females..The things I learn from them are PRICELESS!..SERIOUSLY!!..We've been through so much from arguements, breakups, makeups, and heartaches....The BEST of times && thee WORST butt we're STILL here...I REALLY REALLY REALLY love these guys--like NO other...I find it very beneficial to have at least ONE bestfriend of the opposite sex because you know if no one is gonna keep it reall with you...They will..I have recognized alot in past and present relationships because of some the these "tricks of the trade" guys use these days...&& to think I thought I knew the ENTIRE game..I guess I was still in the locker room while they was ballin in the second half--because there were things I had NEVER even heard of before...lol..I'm glad that I have them in my life..Yea, i knew the game--but now I know it like NEVER BEFORE!!..haha!! But seriously, it is always good to have a view point about a situation from both sides..when something happens in their lives && they need advice about what a female would say then they ask me.because you want to know what they are thinking or going to think and i do the same thing to them when I need it..Its easy to go about a situation Kinda already knowing the outcome instead of just diving in head 1st..

LOVE U GUYSS!!

--xoxo tash!

"Reality...Check.."

dang!!.. LIFE is kicking my butt...i thought SCHOOL was bad enough...but nooo!! Now LIFE is knocking at my door..&& shes telling me that i need to PUT HER TOGETHER!!.. I'm sorry life but I have no idea how i'm gonna make u up or dress you..We all go about our days talking about how "we're living one day at a time" && blah blah..but i kinda think that after or at 18 years of age you should have a PLAN//GOAL...but as of NOW..March 24,2009---i'm still throwing around ideas about who, what, or where I wanna work (career)--I dont know if i want to stay here at CLEMSON or transferr...i'm jus really feeling like a LOST PUPPY :-(
I know that I want to work in Public Relations or broadcasting..at first i didn't want to be on camera but its ONLY RIGHT..I want to also be in the music or film industry...UUGGHH...mann---i seriously need HELP!! I meet with my advisor THursday && i have NO classes that I want to take nor have I declared a MINOR..im really just ALL OVER THE PLACE!!..PRAY FOR ME!!

--xoxo Tash!

My thoughts at 12:26am.

hmmm I WONDER:: why i'm up so late?? I sooo have an 8 am class tomorrow...my god.!!!! I wonder if i'm going to have the ENERGY to wake up..uugghh...OMGGG 5 more weeks left in school..sooo excited!!..what is my mother doing??..I REALLY need to go to bed!.. LOL..I miss ATL and NEW ORLEANS... what's my grandma doing at this time??...why didn't Ray J send Danger home??...I think i'll start going to $800 Thursdays..hahaha!! If I were a star what would I be doing right now??--probly jet setting to my next location...Transferr?? or No??...DANG! My brain is sooo SCATTERED!!.. :-/ [sigh] guess i'll call it a night!!! GOODNIGHT!!

---xoxo Tash!

HOT 8 at 8[pm]

WATS ON MY PLAYLIST::

8. Blame it- Jamie Foxx
7. Day & Night- Kid Cudi
6. Never Ever- Ciara
5. Scared of Lonely- Beyonce'
4. Sooner or Later- Drake
3. Playa Cardz right- Keyshia Cole/Tupac
2. Mad- Neyo
1. So Good- Electrik Red

Wats on urs??...

---xoxo Tash!

NeXt Up

Young Kali, Marco, and Flyy a.k.a "Dem-Get-A-way-Boys".....Their journey 2 the top has been sooooo crazy...It seems like just yesterday we were all in middle school and high school together..It has DEF been along time coming for these 3 guys...I'm so happy to see how far they've come and still looking towards the future...I think that as we get older we have no choice but to surround ourselves with Positive people even if it means cutting off the people you knew the longest...&& they realized that--their first song "Get-a-way" lead them to their BILLBOARD CHART hit "Imma G"..if you ahvent heard it you HAVE && MUST check them out....They r doing the EASTSIDE && Universal/Motown records PROUD!!--

DEM GET_A_WAY BOYS

Fact or Fiction..???

I'm NOT really sure if this is true or not butttttt i've heard that when you catch a "chill" && suddenly shiver it means that there are "GHOST", "SPIRITS" (whatever you want to call it) around you. I catch them so OFTEN && when i'm around people i tell them that there's ghost around us && they look at me VERY weird... LOL--it sounds crazy...but thats just what i've heard.

--xoxo Tash!

"LOVE SEX MAGIC.....DOPPPEEEE"

wowwww...we all kno that Justin timberlake is HOTT and we all kno that Ciara is HOTT....sooooooo when you put them together what do you get??...ohh u dont kno?? I'll tell you..------you get LOVE SEX MAGIC...this song is FLYYY but the Video is FLYER!!...dnt believe me..Watch it for yourself. [I'd love to see this performed live]

"&& What HAPPENS in PANAMA...[u know the rest]"

ok soooo, this is my 1st day bak to skool since coming off spring break..mannnnnnnn i never knew how much i'd miss the beach..this was my 1st spring break as a college student && i LOVEDDDD it...PANAMA CITY BEACH, FLORIDA!!!! WOWWW!!, let's just say...it's a place where EVERYthing is LEGAL...lol..its the most CHILL, EXCITING, && ACTION PACKED place to be...well if you have the rite week for spring break...We had every skool from: Georgia Southern, University of West Georgia, Savannah State, Valdosta State, Mississippi State, Howard, Colgate, mannnnn EVERYwhere...i would have to say that these were the best 4 days i'll NEVER remember..hahaaa!!.. If you haven't been----ur DEF missing out.

---xoxo Tash!