--xoxo Tash!
Friday, December 31, 2010
OMG! Thats SOOO true!!!!
....Ever notice how all women
problems begin with Men??...
MENtal illness
MENstrual Cramps
MENtal breakdown
MENopause
GUYnocologist!!
...Crazy right!!! Geez Men rule the world..uugh
-___-
--xoxo Tash!
Thursday, December 30, 2010
"...Everybody's like: he's NO item, PLEASE don't like him!! He don't WIFE 'em, He one nights 'em...Now she don't like 'em, she NEVER met him...Groupies try to take advantage of him, he won't let 'em...He don't need 'em, so He treats 'em like He treats 'em, better them than me, she DOESN'T agree with Him... She's mad at
that, He's NOT havin' that, so those OPPOSITES attract like mag-a-nets..She see's MORE than the Benz Wagon, the friends tagging along with a flashy nigga bragging on the
song.......Either she the ONE or I'm caught in the Matrix..." -JayZ
"...Now when the season's change, hope we don't stay the same..we can use a break from the hurt and pain...when the seasons change I know we can do the same, we can shed our leaves & in sunlight we can GROW today...When the season's change! Winter, Spring, Summer to the Fall..Baby by NOW we been through it ALL, ain't no summer if you'd be gone...When the Season's change." -Jagged.Edge
Wednesday, December 29, 2010
5 MICs...WORD to SOURCE [Mag]
DAILY DOSE OF HIP HOP....REAL TALK!!!!
THIS IS DOPEEEEE......
REST IN PEACE STACK BUNDLES!!!
...People hate to admit it BUT NY breeds HipHop...CRAZYY!!!
--xoxo Tash!
this is SICKENING...
..this made me cry..
i already don't eat beef or pork--i'm considering cutting ALL this sh!t out..
OMG!!!!!
PLEASE WATCH...
--xoxo Tash!
..My thoughts @ 3:18am
MANNNNNN I haven't done a 'My thoughts' in a whileeee....well hmmm, as Danity Kane is blasting through my speakers...my mind is kind of all over the place [as if thats anything new]..I wonder what Mark is doing [R.I.P]..LOVE..MY future..Who's gonna make it to my future?...My ring :( i feel naked without it now, I didn't wanna leave it at the shop :-/ blahhh...Thinking about You...[MDH] of course...School, I should totally be REdoing my schedule -_- ...Los Angeles with Tiara in a few days, SUPER EXCITED....His whole legal situation :-/ I'm nervous...Why is my heart beating so fast? ...Why do people want you back once they see your happy in another situation??...Why do we dream BIG instead of accomplishing the little things first??...hmm the well being of my friends...MY FAVORITE DRAKE SONG: 'CLOSER TO MY DREAMS' just came on & I get teary eyed every time :'( ...Am I the only one that gets alittle jealous when I see someone thats better off then me? I get the 'WTF, Side Eye' face...LOL, Who am I gonna marry?...June 2011 MY 21st birthday, Is it to early to plan??...What to do?? Where to go?? I don't even think its going to be THAT Epic, socially I've been '21' since I was 17-18, SMH. I wonder what Joseph is up to, hmm...I NEED to go shopping, I have NO clothes -_- I want a job but DON'T want to work :-/ I'm a VERY complex individual, yet another complex person understands me...wheew! IDK..
--xoxo Tash!
:)
I hope that the Christmas holidays were GREAT for everyone.
My Christmas Day definitely displayed the meaning--Family, appreciation, and Love.
I spent the morning part of my day eating breakfast & exchanging gifts with 2 of MY favorite people,whom I absolutely ADORE--Wouldn't trade them for the world...Seriously. I got the BEST gift(s) too :)
The evening part of my day was spent with my 2nd family: The Qualls' :) LOVE THEM. Its kinda like we're stuck with eachother....Drinks & Christmas movies...PRICELESS!
Its the simple things that make me smile :) and appreciate those who appreciate me!
"Love those who LOVE YOU, F**K the rest...They DONT matter" -T.Lattimore
--xoxo Tash!
..'I expect you to..'
...I expect you to approach me.
...I expect you to ask if I'm single [or taken].
...I expect you to ask if "I wouldn't mind having a friend".
...I expect you to ask if I'm happy with the current relationship.
...I expect you to ask for my number "just in case" he acts up.
...I expect you to say "I'm different, I'm sure i'll treat you better-You never had a nigga like me".
...I expect you to follow me as I walk away.
...I expect you to mention that you just notice a good thing when you see it.
...I expect you to be persistent.
...I expect you to ask for my number AGAIN.
...I expect you to SPAZZ OUT as I nicely decline.
GEEEZZZZ Guys are SO predictable these days. Each approach is the same & each ending result is the same. I've never been able to understand WHY guys get SO upset when they get turned down?!
Its not like we're rude..we're just NOT interested---is that TO hard to see? When someones into you, you KNOW...so before it even gets to that 'SPAZZ OUT' or 'REJECTION' point, feed off of the vibes your getting....they NEVER lie.
You guys GOTTA learn to chill out.
....just saying!
--xoxo Tash!
Wednesday, December 8, 2010
Tuesday, December 7, 2010
..step your cookies up, GO GET YOU A LADDER!
SHE'S THE -ISHHHHH!!!
POINT...
BLANK...
PERIOD....
--xoxo Tash!
Reconnect with him??
I MISS YOU BABYBOY!
:(
words can't describe how much I think about you...or how much I wish we had more time together....It's like everything I wanna do & will do, I want you to be there...physically, I know they say time heals all wounds but it's just something about this one that doesn't wanna heal right...after all this time its still fresh, no scab, no stitches....it still bleeds like it just happened.
I wish we could laugh our silly laugh or hear you argue with Mr. Broome again--I'd give anything to sit in the back of the class and sneak and watch all your skateboard tricks that you recorded on your old school camcorder with the screen that flips out on the side..Lol.
I miss you and I love you...Always!
--xoxo Tash!
'Take me Awayy!...
..Take me far away from here, I-will-run-with you...
Fefe Dobson - Take Me Away
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Don't be afraid, navigate & I will steer into the sun..we will RUN!'
Fefe Dobson - Take Me Away
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--xoxo Tash!
...& i'll LOVE her forever!
there are days when I really just have to throw on FeFe Dobson just to get through the hours....She was the FIRST to do the popRock movement AND the crazyy fashion!
her music is kinda chill; yet it speaks VOLUMES... I LOVE HER!
she DEF doesn't get enough credit....to continue sleeping on her is gonna end up KILLN the industry later...trust!
Just a little THROWBACK...I kinda needa to hear it.
--xoxo Tash!
..its just SOMETHING about it!
On a Monday, I am waitingTuesday, I am fading
And by Wednesday, I can't sleep
Then the phone rings, I hear you
And the darkness is a clear view
Cuz you've come to rescue me
Fall... With you, I fall so fast
I can hardly catch my breath, I hope it lasts
[Chorus:]
Ohhhhh
It seems like I can finally rest my head on something real
I like the way that feels
Ohhhhh
It's as if you've known me better than I ever knew myself
I love how you can tell
All the pieces, pieces, pieces of me
All the pieces, pieces, pieces of me
I am moody, messy
I get restless, and it's senseless
How you never seem to care
When I'm angry, you listen
When youre happy, it's a mission
And you wont stop 'til I'm there
Fall... Sometimes I fall so fast
Well, I hit that bottom
Crash, you're all I have
[Chorus:]
Ohhhhh
It seems like I can finally rest my head on something real
I like the way that feels
Ohhhhh
It's as if you known me better than I ever knew myself
I love how you can tell
All the pieces, pieces, pieces of me
How do you know everything I'm about to say?
Am I that obvious?
And if it's written on myface...
I hope it never goes away... yeah
On a Monday, I am waiting
And by Tuesday, I am fading into your arms...
So I can breathe
--xoxo Tash!
dope[ness]
"Already had me a cheater and mistreater,
Already been with a flosser and smooth talker,
I've had a betrayer something like a player, but that ain't what I want no more,
(What you looking for?)
Come get my loving don't date me for your reputation,
If you ain't made a decision not to keep it pimping (no)
Keep it moving; don't even waste your time...
Already been with a flosser and smooth talker,
I've had a betrayer something like a player, but that ain't what I want no more,
(What you looking for?)
Come get my loving don't date me for your reputation,
If you ain't made a decision not to keep it pimping (no)
Keep it moving; don't even waste your time...
Just when I said-that I-was thru with love, there he was,
Telling me he saw my s-o-s,
That's when I said-that I--was saving myself for true love, from above.."
Telling me he saw my s-o-s,
That's when I said-that I--was saving myself for true love, from above.."
--xoxo Tash!
a NEW beginning::
:(
I frown as I sit here and write this post.
My internship with The Frank Ski Kids Foundation ended this Sunday after our annual Celebrity Wine tasting event.
I had a BLAST...networking with everyone from Neyo to Chris Tucker to Kevin Liles..
The joy I had standing amongst so many successful black people was OVERWHELMING. I love the fact that I can call these people my friends....to exchange contact information with top PR execs and acquire NEW internship positions was an opportunity I never thought I'd get. I'm excited about my future and excited about the doors that have been opened for ME...YES! little 'ole ME :)
Nevertheless, I had a WONDERFUL time at the event.
Drinks and Dancing all night long.
Truly Truly thankful for this opportunity!
--xoxo Tash!
Monday, November 29, 2010
& at this point I'm lacking motivation & concentration...
Feeling more down than up..
more low than high.....
more defeated than victorious...
and if anything more discouraged than ENcouraged...
.......i'm just TIRED!
I just need a break from school, from home, from the future....
......I kinda lost track of what I'm doing it for!
Is it for me? or Is it because this is what your "SUPPOSED" to do?
....ughh! I really just wanna give up..but I'm MORE afraid of failure than I am of REALITY!
--xoxo tash!
Monday, November 22, 2010
LOVEEEE!!!!!
"Before they EVER checked you out, I ALREADY bagged you."
PLEASE GET HER MIXTAPE...heres the link:
https://files.me.com/lostastudios/qalrsh
--xoxo Tash!
Thursday, November 18, 2010
RANDOMness
OMG,
so I'm up watching this movie called 'The Clique" and its JUST like MEAN GIRLS...the younger version mixed with 'The Devil Wears Prada'....lol, To cute!
GO WATCH IT!!!
:)
--xoxo Tash!
Life Update....
--ok sooo, Last Week I got the opportunity to attend the Soul Train Awards :) and It was the BEST experience of my life (thus far)....I LOVED every bit of it...To be conversing with people like SWV, Jazzy Phae, Free, Steven Hill, Mr. Bentley, Atlantic Records Execs, even getting the time to be acquainted with Deborah Lee and ANita Baker...AWESOME experience. LOOK FOR ME WHEN THEY AIR THE SHOW ;)
....it just made me become even MORE focused on what I want to be when I get older, AMEN!
--Last Week I also saw 'For Colored Girls...' and to my surprise it was EXACTLY like the original production I wrote about in my previous post--it was really nice, even tho I knew the movie AND the words to the poems...smh lol What a dork. But Nevertheless, it was great!
--xoxo Tash!
L O Y A L T Y..
...OK, SERIOUSLY!
I REALLY REALLY need to vent about this word 'Loyalty'..EVERYone says it and has it tatted but NO ONE is using it as a VERB!
To say your loyal, TO ME--is irrelevant UNTIL you SHOW me that your Loyal.. you know like a VERB...its something you DO!
Yes, its true that everyone has their own meaning for the word BUT i felt it was time I spoke about MY meaning:::: LOYALTY, in MY life--is to be completely honesty with me, back me up at ALL times, tell me when I'm wrong [but only AFTER the confrontation with the other person is OVER...while its going on HAVE MY BACK, REGARDLESS]...just little shit like that.
I don't give-a-damn if I STARTED the situation and I was WRONG as hell about everything I was arguing about...as MY friend BACK me up at the moment--then after its over tell me "Tasha you know you was wrong as hell right?" Lol, I'll understand...but still Have your friends' back no matter what, ya know?!
Call me selfish, stingy, territorial...WHATEVER! But I feel like as a friend especially to ME, you shouldn't be so 'close' or 'buddy buddy' with someone that I [as your friend] don't like/ get along with. I've always been the type of person to STOP liking or talking to a person if they screwed my friend(s) over--I have no reason to talk to you if the people I care about don't talk to you, if that makes sense?!
.........hmmm guess they don't make them like me nomore. Or Maybe I'm a bit extra, hell either way...that's just how I am.
Your NOT loyal in my eyes, thats the most DISloyal thing EVER.....
I really take it seriously because I know how it feels to have no one in your corner--so when I/you find good friends and they leave you in the dust....DON'T F**K with them. If I'm loyal to you then be loyal to me....if you can't do that then we're NOT gonna be friends...PERIOD!
Kinda brings me to this Wiz Khalifa situation:: outta ALL the people on the tour bus NO ONE coulda took the charge for him, NO ONE?? I don't get it! If he's the one in your crew putting yall on the map, NATION WIDE and making all the money...WHY would you want to put him in a situation where he could get OVER a year in jail??..smh NIGGAS AINT LOYAL now-a-days. That has GOT to be the most DISloyal thing ever...I'm sure he's MORE than likely breaking them off after he gets his show checks....and they let this man take a charge...SMDH!
........idk, maybe its just me..
....[TO BE CONTINUED]
--xoxo Tash!
Wednesday, November 17, 2010
"Difficulties are meant to stir you up, NOT to discourage you. Every single thing happens for some kind of reason, and regardless of how bad it is you have to know your blessing is STILL on its way. Don't judge your day by the bad things that happen to you, but by the good things you accomplish. Thank God you're alive and I know it'll be hard but try to turn today into a good day! Somebody loves you much Tash! Don't worry, be happy!!" -MY wonderful friend, Ricardo Valentine
--xoxo Tash!
i've been there...
...we've all been there, he just makes it sound so good...
I ABSOLUTELY LOVE BRUNO MARS...AND THIS SONG :)
....its sad; but in life, people tend to take you for granted never considering YOUR love for them...the weird thing is once you finally notice that you've been used--you STILL use every piece of your heart to defend that very same person who hurt you, even knowing they may not be willing to do the same for you...LIFE LESSONS.
--xoxo Tash!
Friday, November 5, 2010
Thursday, November 4, 2010
I'm DEEPPP in my Feelings right now....
TUPAC kinda MOOD...
.....ALL NIGHT!!
THINK I'LL FALL ASLEEP TO IT..
..one of my FAV songs by him, Gets NO real[ER]:
--xoxo Tash!
DAMN...
I just sat here & thought about my past relationships.....the old guys I used to be crazy about & I actually started crying while this Big Sean 'Love Song' was playing.
Its REALLY crazy to look back and see how far I've come with this whole boy thing--but then its interesting to see how long I've been at a stand still....Its like 1 day I'm the HAPPIEST person ever, the next I'm The most unhappy person---why?? I just can't put my finger on whats missing or whats here that shouldnt be....WEIRDDD!!!
--xoxo Tash!
...Deeper than Rap, to me...#MYLIFE
"..and I WAS gonna write you a LOVE song; but you screwed it all up...."
--xoxo Tash!
Wednesday, November 3, 2010
Letter to my friends...
'.....I APPRECIATE the help, BUT...I just gotta KNOW for MYSELF!'
--xoxo Tash!
I just CRIED MY EYES OUT after hanging up the phone with my Grandmother....
She is my HEART! I LOVE that lady--just the sound of her voice makes me emotional, it makes me forget all the other reasons I have to be sad. SHE is the BEST person EVER!
.....I MISS HER SO MUCH! SO SO MUCH....!!
[[Maybe, I'm crying even more because of the dream I had the other night about her....Thank GOD, it was JUST a bad dream!!!!..]]
I just wish I could hug herrrr & kiss her fat cheeks :( :(
--xoxo Tash!
MUST READ....& watch!
I was just thinking...
While I was at Clemson, I took an African American theater class and we read the play...
'FOR COLORED GIRLS WHO HAVE CONSIDERED SUICIDE WHEN THE RAINBOW IS ENUF' by Ntozake Shange & watched the ORIGINAL production from 1980['s]....
It was GREAT! I feel as though you should DEFINITELY see it before goin to see the MODERNIZED Tyler Perry version....
It teaches you sooo MUCH about being a lady--the trails, the faults, the men back then, and possible reason WHY women view relationships/themselves/black men the way they do.
The ORIGINAL production had the women characters named as colors...ex, The Lady in Orange...The Lady in Red...etc.
I LOVE IT!! Can't wait to see the Modern version [& what they added into it or taken away from it...]
Here's a clip[s] from the Original:
MY MOST FAVORITE ONE--- "BEAU WILLY":
--"Beau Willy" was about a father who had returned back home after leaving to go fight in the Vietnam War. As you know, fighting in wars then caused terrible drug abuse & MENTAL problems. Alot of men returning home from war were OUT OF IT [mentally] experiencing & witnessing terrible things...Beaau Willy was 1 of those men...His drug of choice, Liquor. He became an alcoholic and turned his rage on the people who loved him the most...his family! He killed his two kids because he was upset that his 'girlfriend' knew he was TO intoxicated to hold his child....smh, CRAZY right?? Mixing Liquor and emotions turns you into a whole 'nother' person...
--xoxo Tash!
I LOVE HER!!!!!!!!!!!!
BUT SERIOUSLY THO, THIS SHIT IS ILL....
"Life's a Bi#ch when your destined for GREATNESS" -Diamond
--xoxo Tash!
20 years of L I F E...
I woke up crying this morning..smh, [i have no clue why, must be the Gemini] I hate that!!
I've came to the realization that I have absolutely NO control over who comes into my life ( I LOVE those who are in my life now tho :) ) or their purpose for doing so...WHY??
I realized that everytime I invest SO much into something I really care about, something ALWAYS happens for me to think other wise...I've learned..I always 2nd guess & my instincts are NEVER wrong.
The THOUGHT of the UNKNOWN is the SCARIEST thing to me--maybe its because I would much rather know if my time is going to be wasted before an event occurs. I hate that we have to 'go through' dumb stuff to get smarter, Why cant we just be smart enough to NEVER get to the 'dumb stuff'? That would make life much easier.
WAIT! but if life were easy would we not be here? or Would we have skimmed through all this EXTRA unnecessary shit? hmmm...IDK! Just rambling.
I noticed that I complain alot, whine, pout, etc. when I don't get my way--No matter what it seems like I'm NEVER satisfied, I'm ungrateful at times--I tend to forget to say thank You for some things that i DON'T have to have...I'm a sore loser, I'm OVER protective, an OVER thinker, and Spoiled---BUT....on the contrary: I'm 20 years old, a daughter, NO kids, No miles, a GREAT friend, a Scholar, a hopeless romantic, a LADY.....Dedicated, I'm 13 classes away from graduating COLLEGE, Wonderful internship, and Closer to my dreams....NO, EVERYthing isn't PERFECT BUT there are times when us as individuals don't give ourselves enough credit---and as i sit here and think about it.....if anybody isn't, be proud of YOU!
I'M PROUD OF ME!! :)
--xoxo Tash!
Learn Something NEW everyday....
I have my thoughts....
YOU TELL ME WHAT YOU THINK....
this is THEE craziest thing ever.....
it was DEF a set up!!!
[the 2nd video explained ALOT...]
--xoxo Tash!
:)
....LOVE is: Patient, Love is kind. It does NOT envy, it does NOT boast, it is NOT proud.
It is NOT rude, it is NOT self-seeking, it is NOT easily angered, it keeps NO record of wrongs. LOVE does NOT delight in evil but rejoices with the truth.
It ALWAYS protects, ALWAYS trusts, ALWAYS hopes, ALWAYS perseveres.
LOVE NEVER FAILS!
[1 Corinthians 13:4-8]
--xoxo Tash!
Tuesday, October 26, 2010
...awww S#IT..
TRICK OR TREAT NIGGAS!!!
OCTOBER 31st...
.... MENACE II SOCIETY :)
LIVE MIXTAPES.commmmm B#ITCHESSS!!!
--xoxo Tash!
Monday, October 25, 2010
it's kinda My Cure for.....EVERYTHING!
...because for the moment, I actually get a few hours to let goooo!!
--xoxo Tash!
..umm basically.
"...I'm a train wreck in the morning.I'm a b!#ch in the afternoon...and
every NOW and THEN without warning,
i can be REALLY mean towards you.
I'm a puzzle Yes, indeed....
Ever COMPLEX in EVERY way,
and all the pieces aren't even in the box, and yet..."
every NOW and THEN without warning,
i can be REALLY mean towards you.
I'm a puzzle Yes, indeed....
Ever COMPLEX in EVERY way,
and all the pieces aren't even in the box, and yet..."
--xoxo Tash!
...My Weekend :)
WHOOP WHOOP!!!
...I had WAYY to much fun this weekend <3
I made the executive decision to go to the club Thursday night KNOWING I had to be up at 7am Friday morning--BUT even after being out til 5, I still made it to class Friday! Me, Terrell, & Erika went to AtlanticStation to eat [literally ate everything on the menu -_- smh]...then entered the nightlife at Dreamz/mansion [met up with Naim, Carm, AD, Nat, Kyle, & my little snookie] and MY GOD was that an experience 0_0!!!! HOT AS HELL!! I mean aren't most clubs in ATL hot? but NO! THIS was HOT! Then again I hadn't been to a club since GA States' 1st football game--I think I had just FORGOT what that felt like..Disgusting! lol
WHITNEY & BRI came to ATL Friday :) went to the MillerGrove's homecoming game [late as hell..smh] and to JR Crickets..I was also babysitting Baileigh...smh the most energetic 3 year old...EVER....EVER!!
Saturday Highland with Carmen & Baileigh...Benihana with Whit & Terrell..then the infamous Cloud IX...Tiara, Portia, Maya, Terrell, Whit, Erika, Ash, Fence & arriving there is ALL I remember ;) -_-
Sunday THEY LEFT ME :( :( :( I miss you!
--xoxo Tash!
ahhhhhhhh.....
I just want to SCREAM! I'm annoyed with ALOT of stuff right now...basically school. smh! or maybe I'm just annoyed at the fact that I have absolutely NO motivation to write this paper that I was supposed to turn in on FRIDAY!... S M D H!!! and I'm annoyed at the fact that I always have a conclusion/answer/advice for EVERYone elses' situations EXCEPT my own...Maybe its just ME, but isn't that THEE most annoying shit EVER!!!???? I mean seriously--I always think about what I say to people, and I realize "damn Tash you should DEF mental note that for yourself"--I'm annoyed about this BS skype call I just got...*pause* I mean hmmm, the world revolves around ME, not anyone else :-p ha!! OHH and NOT to mention I have a TEST AND an ANNOTATED bibliography due Tuesday, that I haven't started..AND I start going to the office for the internship on Tuesday 9-12 AND 4-6..WHEEWWW talk about ALOT TO DO THIS WEEK!! blahhhh---Nevertheless, IMMA GET IT DONE!! :) Just needed to prioritize it abit...A complainer NEVER succeeds soooo.... I'll roll with the punches! I tend to work better under pressure anyways...which is both a curse & an advantage....*whipes forehead*
--xoxo Tash!
Saturday, October 23, 2010
Thursday, October 21, 2010
...MOTIVATION!
"Ladies & Gentleman...if I could offer you ONE tip for the future..SUNSCREEN would be it.."
....'EVERYBODYs FREE TO WEAR SUNSCREEN'
..I watch this EVERYday..Inspiration..
--xoxo Tash!
My thoughts @ 1:07am..
ahhhhhhh i HATE when I see more potential in someone than they do in themselves! Why can't you see that your better than you THINK you are?...I'll never understand that..Maybe it's not meant for me to know though, right?..IDK..Anywhoo, I'm SUPER EXCITED for this weekend....My LOVE, MY TWIN, MY BESTESTFRIEND Terrell is here :) :) & Whit's coming..AND its Spelman/Morehouse Homecoming!!!*sigh* FUNN!!...Still thinking about my phone conversation--Why is it that NO matter HOW many days have elapsed...i STILL get a 'Happy' feeling inside...SMH, Guess its a girl thing!! I Hope you know I MEAN what I say, DON'T play! Do the good girls REALLY have a thing for the "gangstas"?? Why do the Good Guys always finish last??...That really sucks..Wonder what I'll be doing in the next year or 2??..Is it to EARLY to be planning my 21st?? o_O Hope NOT!--I wanna go to New Orleanssss! 5 years ago I would have NEVERRR foreshadowed it like this....It surprises me EVERYday. Long time coming, I guess?!...that damn movie theater--Just looked at the due date for 2 of those assignments I have YET to get done--One says Oct. 21st & the other Oct.22nd..WHYY?? & the one for the 22nd is a 4 page paper...I HAVE GOT TO DO BETTER!!! J.Coleman Designs might be featured in the gift bags for the Legends Brunch--COOL! *Taps self on back* Gotta call Sonique. I am NOT prepared for this 'Hollywood' stuff thats about to occur :( don't think Hollywood is either! WHYY?? I Love my Twin Mama Janet :) I should DEF be sleeping, seeing that I will be waking up THREE hours early to complete one of these assignments :-/ blahhh!!
--xoxo Tash!
Wednesday, October 20, 2010
.....Daily Dose of Inspiration!
Seriously though, I LOVE MY FRIENDS!
Words can NOT describe how lucky I am to have such inspirational, motivational, educated, loyal and talented friends...ESPECIALLY the guys! If I didn't know ANYthing about guys I'd definitely know who to call...They ALWAYS want whats best for me and knowing that makes me feel even more confident about my worth. I LOVE MY GUY FRIENDS--they keep me on my toes and they ALWAYS encourage me to do better....
....My WONDERFUL friend/family Don[ovan] Williams is the shitttt!!... and when I mentioned TALENTED, he's one of them...His spoken word pieces are beautiful :) Love him...Miss him even moreee...
'Tears of Joy"
"Misguided"
Just a little something for you to think about...
--xoxo Tash!
I COULDN'T have said it BETTER...
[Lol] ok I LOVE LOVEEE this song....WAY TO CUTE!
&& I kno how he feels..."Back then they didn't want me, Now I'm hot they ALL on ME.." ahahaha! :)
FUxK YOU!!
--xoxo Tash!
..P.S. I'm STILL NOT OVER YOU!!
.....Yea, Just one of those moments!
Just wanted you to know....I still think about you!
WE MISS YOU!!
--xoxo Tash!
Tuesday, October 19, 2010
Soundtrack to MY LIFE playlist...
...Just to name a few:1. For You- Kenny Lattimore
2. Emotional Rollercoaster- Vivian Greene
3. Who do You Love- LL Cool J
4. Promise- Ciara
5. Ordinary People- John Legend
6. Ex Factor- Lauryn Hill
7. Crying Out- Mario
8. The Truth- India Arie
9. Tell Him- Lauryn Hill
10. Human Nature- Michael Jackson
11. EVERYTHING Mariah Carey :)
12. Chasing Pavements- Adele
13. Scared of Lonely- Beyonce
14. EVERYTHING Chris Brown
15. Come Close- Common ft. Mary J.
.......WAYYYY to many to name!
[just felt like typing & these are 15 of my FAVs :) ]
--xoxo Tash!
My THoughts @ 10:51 pm...
SOOOO much..SO much on my mind. Why do I continue to let my heart over rule my mind?..Why is this so complex?...I definitely have 3 assignments to do for school. I HATE waiting!! DON'T make me wait....Wait! Why am I waiting? This 'industry' stuff gets annoying. The MOST important thing to me is TIME. I wonder WHY I feel like its at a standstill?... My internship interview was GREATT, I'm excited! Being a Gemini SUCKS sometimes, wayyy to Emotional at times. I wish I could give my mom the WORLD, she deserves it. I really Envy cute couples...You Guys SUCK! :-/ I wanna moveeee, Again. I always get what I want, DON'T bullshit me and DON'T tell me NO...EVER. I wanna make a Bucket List and complete it before i'm 25 :) Every text from Carmen makes me smile :) silly girl. I wish I could be a kid again--I miss you though! This Teen Mom show gets intense [Catelynn and her mom]..To see other people's situation makes me rethink the things I complain about, truly blessed! I MISS CLEMSON :( I always wanted to know how it feels to be a Daddys Girl, it looks so Cute..Oh Well, that'll never happen. Why do people tell lies in hopes of making things better? Truth is way easier. I mean IDK--I still wanna move to Miami, Canada, and LA. Maybe a spot in all 3 places :) ....nevertheless, I feel like I'm wasting my timeee...ugh I just wanna scream -_-
--xoxo tash!
...I KNOW I CAN, Be what I wanna Be :)
....Ok OK, So those of you who KNOW me KNOW me...KNOW that I want to work in PR--start MY Own Styling Company, maybe Open up a Boutique, Start a Charity, & work on the Hospitality side of things....
--After Bad Girls Club, the new show 'House of Glam' comes on [Tuesdays at 10pm] and I'm in LOVE with it... It's EXACTLY what I want to be doing with my Life in about 2 years [fingers crossed]...Brandi, [on the show] is the OWNER of the B.Lynn Group, a Styling/PR firm and she's BLACK, which is EVEN more inspiring. Television ALWAYS showed the PR Firms being ALL white, like on The Hills & The City....This show gives me EVEN more motivation to GET THERE! All of the people in the B.Lynn Group are successful, well known, BLACK stylist. *sigh* I just CAN'T wait to graduate and start my career.
--xoxo Tash!
...MILLION DOLLAR BABY
Willow & Jaden..
-- xoxo Tash!
..Closer to MY dreams!
Ok, so I have a NEW internship with The Frank Ski Foundation. SUPER EXCITING :) therefore, I should be sleeping-- WISH ME LUCK!!
...GoodNight!
--xoxo Tash!
..alittle something to SLEEP on...
....HAVE YOU EVER....? :
-- Knew the possible outcome of a situation BEFORE it happened, yet you did it anyway?
-- Been?
-- Wanted the Best of something[or someone] but you weren't at YOUR best?
-- Wanted the world, on a silver platter?
-- Felt like you could be doing SO much more?
-- Felt like You Couldn't let go?
-- Felt Dependent?
-- broken the rules JUST because you wanted a consequence?
-- Totally forgiven them?
-- forgotten?
-- Loved it?
-- Loved, in general?
-- Lived it?
-- Seen Potential in something when it never saw potential in itself?
-- Noticed?
-- Reflected on how it SHOULD be?
-- recognized how BAD it really is?
-- had your thoughts move at 10000000 miles per hour?[mine does]
-- wished for it?
-- Seen it come true?
-- reached your breaking point?
-- Needed help but REFUSED to ask for it? [i do it ALL the time]
-- been BEHIND on time, as the years go by?
.....IDK, RANDOM thoughts...
--xoxo tash!
.& if you DON'T have friends like MINE..
Lately, I've been thinking about My 'friends' and the company I keep....and I've noticed that each group of friends I have all reflect me in
different ways. Each of them help me define myself & my crazy personality in various ways--I have a group that has BEEN through EVERYthing with me, the group to KEEP me focused on My Goals, the group to LAUGH with [they keep me Young], the group that'll NEVER leave me Lonely [Lol], the group thats ALWAYS going to keep it REAL with me, the group that taught me to be diverse, the group that lives in New Orleans, the group that I once couldn't stand But turned out to be THEE BEST friends EVER, My group of guys for the male perspective....etc etc.
I LOVE the fact that I have these people to talk to...I have a group of friends to help me with EVERY situation I've been in--To know that people see the BEST in you when your at your WORST is the GREATEST feeling in the WORLD! & TO YOU GUYS & GIRLS covered in OPI, I THANK YOU, from the BOTTOM of my Heart! :)
-- xoxo Tash!
...& the SAGA continues...
HOLA mi Amigos!!!YES...its been 7 MONTHS since my last post and I have NO Excuse as to why that's so...SORRY!! :)
--umm its kind of hard to think about what has happened since March but I think I'm going to TRY to remember most things:: Here it goes--
*April-May: I finished up my LAST semester at Clemson University. Move out day was kind of heartbreaking....I felt like I was leaving the wonderful people I had met...BUT I just figured if our friendship was valuable, we'd keep in touch no matter WHERE I am. SADLY, I loss one of the GREATEST friends I ever had--MARK WHITE! [[May, 19th-I love you babyboy]]---& I can't forget about holding the 'FORT' down with Pavi, Sen, & Yana--the lunch dates & random talks...EVEN while gum was being stuck to the walls..[Lol]
*June: MY 20th BIRTHDAY!! Whoop-Whoop...Very VERY exciting :) its weird I'm acting like I went to Rome or something...[Lol], I didn't :-/ I had a very nice dinner with about 10-15 of my close friends, then went to 'club' at Luckie Lounge....P.F Changs for My Dueces' birthday...Gemini Ladies :) OHH how could I forget--I got my first bikini wax...ONE WORD: INTERESTING [Lol]. It wasnt as painful as I thought It'd be but ALOT of stinging to say the least. I went on a mini vacation to Myrtle Beach for the Allstar Baseball game--ALOT of fun and memories.!! :) ohhh & I can't forget the infamous Broke & Boujee Fight...hahaha! SO childish -_-
*July: I didn't do much in July but hang at kickbacks, sleep, and Shop. WHOA! one day in July I won't forget--the morning Me,Carmz, Nat, Katie, Marcus, JB [& friends], Karla, & Jara [might've left some ppl out..sorry!]--That morning i got THEE most UNexpected text message...that caused Me to Renew a a "friend-lationship" that had once been 'left alone'...Nevertheless, White Water was a blasttt & so was the RANDOM night we snuck in EVERYones apartment pools..SMH, funny!! Good Times...
*August: ahhhhhh I started school on my Mommy's birthday, LAME! :-/ I was completelyyyy LOST at Georgia State & I STILL am. My first day was cool though, I like it. Taking 5 classes--Not to much pressure. Still finding a way to stay focused. Whew, So many August Birthdays: Mfon, Sonique, Jay, Chaz, Mario, Mommy, Terrell--ALOT!
*September: Brianna FINALLY turned 20!!! Whoop-Whoop! :) [Lol]--Sendys Birthdayy-Falencia's birthday-Grandmas Birthday-Jamila birthday...for me tho, this month was blahh, I didn't do much...Same people, Same kickbacks, Same outings...STILL in school :-/
*October: I DELETED my Twitter account, Sad? I know...WAKA came out with his First CD..WHoop-Whoop!! Thats Exciting...I don't know how it did, BUT either way....Going from 'nothing' to 'something' is an Understatement at this point... Its Cool to see that.... ANYWHOO: ITS GETTING COLDDD :( ugh, I don't Like Fall OR Winter...BUT, I'll deal with it.. NOW your up to speed [for the MOST part] :) ...
--xoxo tash!
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