Memoirs of a Soloist

Tuesday, October 26, 2010

Good Girls gotta get Down with the gangstass...

--xoxo tash!

...awww S#IT..

TRICK OR TREAT NIGGAS!!!

OCTOBER 31st...

.... MENACE II SOCIETY :)

LIVE MIXTAPES.commmmm B#ITCHESSS!!!

--xoxo Tash!

Monday, October 25, 2010

it's kinda My Cure for.....EVERYTHING!

...because for the moment, I actually get a few hours to let goooo!!

--xoxo Tash!

"...I'm a train wreck in the morning.I'm a b!#ch in the afternoon...and
every NOW and THEN without warning,
i can be REALLY mean towards you.
I'm a puzzle Yes, indeed....
Ever COMPLEX in EVERY way,
and all the pieces aren't even in the box, and yet..."

--xoxo Tash!

...My Weekend :)

WHOOP WHOOP!!!

...I had WAYY to much fun this weekend <3

I made the executive decision to go to the club Thursday night KNOWING I had to be up at 7am Friday morning--BUT even after being out til 5, I still made it to class Friday! Me, Terrell, & Erika went to AtlanticStation to eat [literally ate everything on the menu -_- smh]...then entered the nightlife at Dreamz/mansion [met up with Naim, Carm, AD, Nat, Kyle, & my little snookie] and MY GOD was that an experience 0_0!!!! HOT AS HELL!! I mean aren't most clubs in ATL hot? but NO! THIS was HOT! Then again I hadn't been to a club since GA States' 1st football game--I think I had just FORGOT what that felt like..Disgusting! lol

WHITNEY & BRI came to ATL Friday :) went to the MillerGrove's homecoming game [late as hell..smh] and to JR Crickets..I was also babysitting Baileigh...smh the most energetic 3 year old...EVER....EVER!!

Saturday Highland with Carmen & Baileigh...Benihana with Whit & Terrell..then the infamous Cloud IX...Tiara, Portia, Maya, Terrell, Whit, Erika, Ash, Fence & arriving there is ALL I remember ;) -_-

Sunday THEY LEFT ME :( :( :( I miss you!

--xoxo Tash!

ahhhhhhhh.....

I just want to SCREAM! I'm annoyed with ALOT of stuff right now...basically school. smh! or maybe I'm just annoyed at the fact that I have absolutely NO motivation to write this paper that I was supposed to turn in on FRIDAY!... S M D H!!! and I'm annoyed at the fact that I always have a conclusion/answer/advice for EVERYone elses' situations EXCEPT my own...Maybe its just ME, but isn't that THEE most annoying shit EVER!!!???? I mean seriously--I always think about what I say to people, and I realize "damn Tash you should DEF mental note that for yourself"--I'm annoyed about this BS skype call I just got...*pause* I mean hmmm, the world revolves around ME, not anyone else :-p ha!! OHH and NOT to mention I have a TEST AND an ANNOTATED bibliography due Tuesday, that I haven't started..AND I start going to the office for the internship on Tuesday 9-12 AND 4-6..WHEEWWW talk about ALOT TO DO THIS WEEK!! blahhhh---Nevertheless, IMMA GET IT DONE!! :) Just needed to prioritize it abit...A complainer NEVER succeeds soooo.... I'll roll with the punches! I tend to work better under pressure anyways...which is both a curse & an advantage....*whipes forehead*

--xoxo Tash!

Saturday, October 23, 2010

.....just gotta figure out WHAT that 'SOMETHING' is?! :-/

--xoxo Tash!

'I hope she...

...cheats on you with a basketball player..' :-p haha!!

--xoxo Tash!

Thursday, October 21, 2010

...Girls NIGHT!!!

TOODLESSSS!!!

--xoxo Tash!

"Once the POWER of LOVE overcomes the LOVE of POWER...it is THEN, the World will know PEACE" --wise WISE words!

--xoxo Tash!

...MOTIVATION!

"Ladies & Gentleman...if I could offer you ONE tip for the future..SUNSCREEN would be it.."

....'EVERYBODYs FREE TO WEAR SUNSCREEN'

..I watch this EVERYday..Inspiration..

--xoxo Tash!

My thoughts @ 1:07am..

ahhhhhhh i HATE when I see more potential in someone than they do in themselves! Why can't you see that your better than you THINK you are?...I'll never understand that..Maybe it's not meant for me to know though, right?..IDK..Anywhoo, I'm SUPER EXCITED for this weekend....My LOVE, MY TWIN, MY BESTESTFRIEND Terrell is here :) :) & Whit's coming..AND its Spelman/Morehouse Homecoming!!!*sigh* FUNN!!...Still thinking about my phone conversation--Why is it that NO matter HOW many days have elapsed...i STILL get a 'Happy' feeling inside...SMH, Guess its a girl thing!! I Hope you know I MEAN what I say, DON'T play! Do the good girls REALLY have a thing for the "gangstas"?? Why do the Good Guys always finish last??...That really sucks..Wonder what I'll be doing in the next year or 2??..Is it to EARLY to be planning my 21st?? o_O Hope NOT!--I wanna go to New Orleanssss! 5 years ago I would have NEVERRR foreshadowed it like this....It surprises me EVERYday. Long time coming, I guess?!...that damn movie theater--Just looked at the due date for 2 of those assignments I have YET to get done--One says Oct. 21st & the other Oct.22nd..WHYY?? & the one for the 22nd is a 4 page paper...I HAVE GOT TO DO BETTER!!! J.Coleman Designs might be featured in the gift bags for the Legends Brunch--COOL! *Taps self on back* Gotta call Sonique. I am NOT prepared for this 'Hollywood' stuff thats about to occur :( don't think Hollywood is either! WHYY?? I Love my Twin Mama Janet :) I should DEF be sleeping, seeing that I will be waking up THREE hours early to complete one of these assignments :-/ blahhh!!

--xoxo Tash!

Wednesday, October 20, 2010

...You learn something NEW everyday!!

10 THINGS YOU [DIDN'T] KNOW ABOUT SOUND...

--xoxo Tash!

.....Daily Dose of Inspiration!

Seriously though, I LOVE MY FRIENDS!

Words can NOT describe how lucky I am to have such inspirational, motivational, educated, loyal and talented friends...ESPECIALLY the guys! If I didn't know ANYthing about guys I'd definitely know who to call...They ALWAYS want whats best for me and knowing that makes me feel even more confident about my worth. I LOVE MY GUY FRIENDS--they keep me on my toes and they ALWAYS encourage me to do better....

....My WONDERFUL friend/family Don[ovan] Williams is the shitttt!!... and when I mentioned TALENTED, he's one of them...His spoken word pieces are beautiful :) Love him...Miss him even moreee...

'Tears of Joy"