Poke me--Poke ME--POKE ME!!...

OMG!!--what's the deal with this whole Facebook Poking thing--i DON'T get it??!!!...What is it stating?..is it saying 'POKE' like "hey I need your attention"? ...is it saying 'POKE' like "i wanna POKE you..or I would Poke you..as in sex"..When I initially starting using the poke thing it was an accident--i meant to press the 'SEND TERRELL A MESSAGE' part on her page but I ended up pressing 'POKE TERRELL'--she ended up Poking me back && ever since then we've been going back and forth with this...EXCEPTTTT i've been getting like 20 of them EVERYTIME i logg on...My list of pokes is sooooo LONG!!--[I'm not saying it's a problem] but what are these people trying to tell me..of all my pokes only 2 are females [My 2 BFF's] the rest are guys--is it the new age technology way of FLIRTING--as in CYBER FLIRTING or is it just another way of saying hey??--I'm REALLY CONFUSED!! at this time I'm tired of poking these same people back--WHAT ARE YOU GETTING OUT OF THESE??..lol..at first it was funny because before I could even logg off I'd have the same amount of Pokes as I did when I logged on--soo I treated it as a game--"Who could poke who back the FASTEST"...butttttt thats NOT the case anymore...Actually, I'm not sure what the case is--[if i did i wouldn't be writing this..lol.]--I guess I just need a breakdown or something...I wish they had a 'DISABLE POKE' button..because I could DEF use it right now...

--xoxo Tash!

iMy.. <3

it's ALWAYS fun iChatting especially when it's with someone your not always with or around...this is me && my bff/sis TERRELL iChatting..I LOVE YOU GIRLLLLL!!!


--xoxo Tash!

DRUNKEN words are sober THOUGHTS...

Isn't it funny how the day after a longgggg night of partying & not remembering ANYTHING people come up to you telling you EVERYTHING you did and/or SAID!!...For me, thats the WORST part. Right now I'm sitting in my dorm room taking care of one of my bestfriends as she recoops from a little party she went to ..[if you know what I mean]..lol..I feel that College is the place where it happens the most...aside from the hangover thats gonna KICK HER A#% in the morning--the things that she's saying and doing are gonna be of an even BIGGER surprise...lol..TRUST ME--i kno!..You how theres that person you once talked to or were kool with? and yall have a falling out of some sort that causes a rift in the friendship so yall begin to not speak and what-not...well YES! that was my situation...me and one of my "friend(s)"here at school weren't speaking after a falling out that we had and if you know me you know that I DON'T SWEAT STUFF or PEOPLE like that--so on the normal day it was kool--Hell, you don't speak to me..i don't speak to you...BUTTTTT one night we went to a party and you know once you get alittle something to drink..it's kind of a PROBLEM...ANYWHO:: I remember that I was talking to them saying stuff like "You know we're still kool" && "how the old times were"&"stop listening to what people say..its not true"..lol..i DONT KNOW where that came from..sooo the next thing I know I wake up in my dorm room with like 100000 missed text messages fom them talking about ALL KINDA stuff that I had apparently said--eventually it had gotten to be to much soo I had to ask my REAL friends here at school..what i was really saying to that person??..&& the things they were telling me was HORRIFIC!!!..not horrific like all BAD but horrific like FUNNY as well...But come to find out...I really meant what I was saying but I just didn't want to say it..Know what I mean??...&& I say this because as I sit here with my two 'brothers' from 'the fam' & we're watching our bestfriend/'sister' show her A#$.....lol..it's kool though because we got her back---ON THE OTHER HAND, she's really saying somethings she WOULDN'T if she were sober..Yall know that being under the influence can cause us to CRAZY things--but why do we all want to just call people?? I know I make sooo many phone calls to random A@# people talking about random things--but I feel bad for my BFF's because they GET IT THE WORST!!..idk why we do these things..butttt it HAPPENS!!..&& when they do..all you can say is DAMN! --> "I wouldn't have been like this if it wasn't for T.O.N.Y"--Solange...[btw..T.O.N.Y stands for=The Other Night Why..meaning WHY DID THE OTHER NIGHT HAPPEN..lol.just a breakdown] But I Guess that's why they say.."Drunken words are SOBER thoughts.."..rite??

--xoxo Tash!

"&& wen it knocks u down..or should i say HE"...

.....YOU GET RIGHT BACK UP...
I'll ALWAYS love Rihanna...Not a big fan of her running back decision buttt I'm a girl soo i do understand what "LOVE" can mean & do to you.."it be like that sometimes"...But anywho..don't wanna dwell on her faults...SHES A BADDDD B*&#H..&& she's letting it STILL be known that shes a BAD GIRL...[regardless of her lacking in the fighting area..]
YOU GO GIRLLLLL....!! :-) <3

WHERE SHE PLANNED ON GETTING THEM:: [she couldn't because of Covergirl]

WHERE SHE ACTUAL GOT IT::

She flew her tattoo artist to L.A. to get a tatt added to her collection...I'M DIGGIN..WHAT YOU THINK??..

--xoxo Tash!

L-E-T IT G-O!!

We all know that giving up isn't kool or acceptable but MYYYY GODDDD...SERIOUSLY!!..some people should just take the money && run!!--He has enough money to last him yearsssssss...soooo WHY does he insist on trying??...Know who I'm talking about?..NO?..I'll tell you...SHAD "Bow Wow" MOSS....I'm just NOT understanding WHY he's coming out with a new album...WAIT!! Let me tell you the title first::[*clearing throat*] New Jack City II..hahhahhahaaa..I mean REALLY Bow..REALLY!! The sad thing is I don't even remember ANY of the singles from this album...................................................[thinking].....................................[still thinking].............................ok WAIT!! I LIED--"MARCO POLO" rite?? i hear he has some new song out..i've seen the video buttttt the tv was on mute soooo haven't heard it..His skills just aren't there to me..is anyone going to tell him this?? EVER?? a real friend would??..hate to say it but I think he did LIKE MIKE & TOKYO DRIFT better than he does these albums..I would much rather SEE him than to HEAR him try to rhyme--[cuz he's REALLYYYYYY cute]...lol..March 31 is the release date--CAN'T WAIT to see what these sales look like..[i know there are STILL alotta little kid fans he has..&& they buy anything]--Maybe the albums he do sell will help him get a REAL Lambo instead of renting one to show off in(*cough cough chris brown*)....[*whomp whomp*...]--with that said--i guess i'd still say...GOOD LUCK!!

--xoxo Tash!

Goodbye..Farewell..2 u MY FRIEND!!

REST IN PEACE....
Today the 1 & THEE ONLY::: BLENDER MAGAZINE announced it's demise...I guess they realize how their competition was actually getting...WOWWW!! I am REALLY tripping over this--BLENDER was like Mix-Tape central..I can't believe of ALL magazines it would be the first to be OUT DONE!!...Apparently its ad sales decreased by 17.8% in 2008 yet they STILL tried to hang on..it just launched in 2000 and now 9 years later its sun is setting--[funeral music] I REALLY WANNA TAKE TIME TO LOOK BACK ON ALL THE PEOPLE WHO GRACED THEIR COVER....

SUCH A SAD--SAD STORY!!..

--xoxo Tash!

Fact or Fiction..??? [#3]

Eating in Harcombe [dinning hall] for dinner lastnight or the night before..Morgann and Korde are drinking Chocolate milk..by the time dinner was over they had had at least 4 or 5 cups of milk [between the 2 of them]--sooooo i proceed to tell them what i heard back in middle school..Drinking to much milk or Cow's milk after you've already done growing is bad for you--it causes your risk of geting illness & cancer greater...sounds FALSE..but i SWEAR thats what I heard..what do you think??..[google it]

--xoxo Tash!

Facebook+Celebs=Friends..??

We're all guilty of it..whether you want to admit it or not. Well, at least I know I AM--Don't act like you haven't been on Facebook; searched your favorite Celebs in the search bar and asked them to be your friend. As I sat on Facebook and surfed as I usually do I noticed a couple of things:: 1] I noticed that once people get accepted by celebs they feel like if they write on their walls or leave picture comments they are going to reply back...Don't get me wrong--nothings wrong with having alittle "faith" & hoping that they will just so they'll be on your wall..lol..it just aggitates me to see the same people leaving comments like the first one would say: "hey nivea, your so pretty. love your music to. later" then a couple days later BAM on your minifeed you'd see another comment from the SAME person saying, "Nivea, I guess your really busy. cuz i wrote you a while back. you can at least show love back.later!"..hahahahhaaa *whomp whomp*!!! SERIOUSLY!! these people accepted us---LEAVE IT AT THAT!!..they have LIVES and aren't slaving over Facebook like we are...yall are NOT real friends..lol..Facebook friendships AREN'T real friendships..[just saying]...2] I noticed that people also tend to think that they can post their mixtapes or album[s] on these celebs page in HOPES of getting DISCOVERED..lol..WTF!! thats just OUTTA HAND!!--Get a GRIP!..3] Lastly, I just have second thoughts about it--because of their busy schedules and all; I'm like.."Is this really them?" "Who are they paying to actually entertain us & put up their status'?"..hmmmm I jus DON'T KNOW about this..lol--BUTTTT HEY!! That is all on that..I'm sure some of you guys understand where I'm coming..if not..*sigh* Sucks for you!!..

--xoxo Tash!

LIGHT SKIN chicks....ONLY. [no homo]

...WTF..Diddy Diddy Diddy--or in Maya's words--"UNCLE SEAN", WHAT are you thinking??..Ok, so if you haven't heard, Diddy and his team sent out a World Wide casting call for a new Ciroc Ad they're trying to come up with..they are looking for models but the requirements say that you have to be either "WHITE, HISPANIC, or LIGHT SKINNED AFRICAN AMERICAN"..well DAMN! I mean I understand that Kim is light skin, Sarah is light skin, Lauren London is light skin, & along with Cassie...J.Lo was light skin..butttt WOWWWW..lol..Saying that dark skin chicks couldn't promote was sooooo WACK!!..There are soooooo many PRETTY dark skin women--Gabrielle Union, Kerry Washington, Naturi [3Lw], he could've even used Dawn...LORDDD Diddy..lol--U JUS LOST A COUPLE FANS...*whomp whomp*..Its just weird because I'm not dark skin OR Light skin sooooo would I have been able to audition for a spot in the ad??..hmmmm..

--xoxo Tash!

NFL RELEASE....PAR-TAYYYY!!!...

hahaaa--NOOO!! not really a party buttt it should be...I was NEVER a Falcons fan but MIKE VICK i wassssss....I kinda think I'd be speaking for ALL females when I say:: HE IS SOOOOOOOOO FINE!!!...ohh & good at football too--but enough with all that...HE GOT RELEASED today...I'm sooooo EXCITED for him...I think his reason for being locked-up was wayyyyyy beyond stupid anyways..I applaud him for being a man and taking responsibility for the bogus..I know he's happy to be out...I AM!! :-) GOOOOO MIIKKKEEE...[i sooo think that he should be picked up by a team--]

--xoxo Tash!

My thoughts at 2:19am..

hmmmm..I wonder if I'm going to get through tomorro...where my life is headed..i wanna know where I'd be in 5 years..love triangles?..friends?...how many of us have them?..what my mom is doing..why I always tend to sleep during the day..nocturnal? maybe..my birthday is in 76 days--ha! yess!!..what do I want to do for it??..church & prayer...school..my GPA..is this paperwork stuff coming through for us..whats the hold up?..EMOTIONS EMOTIONS EMOTIONS...the fun i had with the fam @ the Delta date Auction..the summertime..well '08 summer..I miss my friends..I really want some Starbucks..My energy level is thru the ROOF!!..HBCU?? orrrrrr no?? Forgiveness??...to little to late??..orlando..springbreak..uuughhh SO LITTLE TIME..[i'd have to say my mind wonders at 1000 mph]..*sigh* Poor me!

GOODNIGHT!

--xoxo Tash!

UNDER THE MICROSCOPE::

SPOTLIGHTS ON-----MIRANDA freakin' JULY--this chick is one of the KOOLESTTTT artist/poets/ writers/actress out there..She isn't a big Hollywood actress or anything but in the Sundace, Tribeca,& other Independent Film Festivals her name is REALLY LEGIT!!...

-How I came across Miranda July, u asked??...hmm well in my Flim 357 class we have movie screenings every Monday and this 1 Monday we were told that we were going to be watching Me & You& Everyone We Know [Directed and Produced by Miranda July..she even starred in it]--this film was one of the weirdest && hardest to interpretate but I lovedddd it...i found out that she wrote books & i went online and read them..She gives CONTEMPORARY ART a wholeee NEW meaning..she is BEYOND SICK..she's ILL...lol--but i'm so SERIOUS!!! I think I'm going to go get all her books--For Real..

SHE'S A GENIUS!!..[here's a couple clips...& a pic of the weird/kool Art she does]


--xoxo Tash!

Fact or Fiction..??? [#2]

Lol--this one is weird::
I remember hearing this alongggg time ago--&& for some reason I thought of it today and ended up telling my friends..[they laughed at me..of course] sooooo here it goes::: Is it true that every time we blink [naturally] that a baby is born??..

--xoxo Tash!

zzzZZZ wake me up..IM SNORING!!

HOLD UPPPPP!!!....PAUSE on life..lol---is it jus ME or is this Christina Milian-Dream thing absolutely BOGUS && BORINGGGG...How can you go from just being friends a month ago to being in a relationship 3 weeks ago to signing to his label & to then be ENGAGED!!??? WHERE IS THIS COMING FROM?? i know I'm not the ONLY ONE confused about this situation..After Love Don't Cost a Thing, I rarely heard anything about Christina soooo i guess the publicity that she is getting is VERY well needed because I sooo figured she fell off the face of the earth..I'm not gon lie tho--I'm not the type to let people get to me butttttt if my ex-boyfriend moved on & it was n UPGRADE, I would be desperate too..ha!! Its unfortunate but it is what it is...rite?? Don't get me wrong she's a gorgeous chick buttttt that doesn't really get you far in life..As for Dream, he's just ALLLLL over the place it seems like..he makes nearly his whole Love vs. Money album about Nivea & his heartache yettt he's engaged to another girl he's been dating [publicly dating] for almost 5 and a half weeks..*blank stare* GOOD LUCK WITH THAT!!.. but you know what?? They might just be [hate to say it] "perfect" for eachother...Because of the fact that both their first real relationships crashed & burned--& they their other half moved on; leaving them to pick up the pieces..lol.."THATS LIFE".{{had to get that out--These 2 REALLY confuse me!!}}

--xoxo Tash!

D-A-M-A-G-E-D..

...orrrr maybe I should say REFURBISHED...HONESTLY!! My Fav 1 out of the group...DAWN RICHARD--is DEF going single..I mean I knew that but I didnt want to believe it..lol--I LOVED danity Kane [notthe name so much] but them as whole, like songs...Dawn had to have been one if not the ONLY level headed one in the group..[i think its because shes from where?? ohh yea--NEW ORLEANSS..lol] but really I think that she deserves wayyyyy more credit & success than she was getting..I mean talent is talent && she has jus that--TALENT!!...I think that in order to become really successful you have to let go of the things that were holding you back--she understood that && did it.. It kinda sucks that her and Que broke up [i admired them..whomp whomp] "It be like that sometimes" but I think it was the best thing for her to do.. I really support her and her efforts..If she realeses an album....I'd Buy it..Would you??

--xoxo Tash!

PUBLIC SERVICE ANNOUNCEMENT..

NEW FLASH...NEWS FLASH....NEWS FLASHHHHHH!!!
AMERICA--WAKE UPPPPPP!!!

ONE OF MY FAVS---KERI HILSON'S "In a Perfect World" ALBUM HAS OFFICIALLY DROPPED!!!!...
GOOOO GET IT---GO GET IT--GO GET IT!!..I GOT IT...DID U??!!!

P.S. ONE OF THE FLYY[EST] SONGS ON HER ALBUM//&& THE VIDEO::
[WATCH IT..]



--xoxo Tash!

&& jus when you thought it was SAFE...

...THEY'RE BACKKKK:::::

ANYBODY thats SOMEBODY will DEF get this---I LOVE my iPhone 3g but when//if this drops i gotta kick it to the curb---SERIOUSLY!!..WHO's comming up with this stuff??..This is REALLYYY sick..i feel like its doing alott but OVER THE TOP might jus be the way to be..I hope that they really consider making these..i kno i'd pay extra for it---What do you think??..

--xoxo Tash!

Every girl NEEDS a guy BFF..[vice versa]

OMGGGG....wowwwww!!!! ..is all i can really say.!!! LOL..ok, so I understand that there is a REALLY BIG misunderstanding of a guy & a girl being BESTFRIENDS::but I happen to think that you can have really legit friendships with people of the opposite sex--2 of my Bestfriends are guys--1 of them of 6 years and the other of 5..Being the only child && being around all of my boy cousins [most of the time]..I'm the type that doesn't really HANG with alotta females..The things I learn from them are PRICELESS!..SERIOUSLY!!..We've been through so much from arguements, breakups, makeups, and heartaches....The BEST of times && thee WORST butt we're STILL here...I REALLY REALLY REALLY love these guys--like NO other...I find it very beneficial to have at least ONE bestfriend of the opposite sex because you know if no one is gonna keep it reall with you...They will..I have recognized alot in past and present relationships because of some the these "tricks of the trade" guys use these days...&& to think I thought I knew the ENTIRE game..I guess I was still in the locker room while they was ballin in the second half--because there were things I had NEVER even heard of before...lol..I'm glad that I have them in my life..Yea, i knew the game--but now I know it like NEVER BEFORE!!..haha!! But seriously, it is always good to have a view point about a situation from both sides..when something happens in their lives && they need advice about what a female would say then they ask me.because you want to know what they are thinking or going to think and i do the same thing to them when I need it..Its easy to go about a situation Kinda already knowing the outcome instead of just diving in head 1st..

LOVE U GUYSS!!

--xoxo tash!

"Reality...Check.."

dang!!.. LIFE is kicking my butt...i thought SCHOOL was bad enough...but nooo!! Now LIFE is knocking at my door..&& shes telling me that i need to PUT HER TOGETHER!!.. I'm sorry life but I have no idea how i'm gonna make u up or dress you..We all go about our days talking about how "we're living one day at a time" && blah blah..but i kinda think that after or at 18 years of age you should have a PLAN//GOAL...but as of NOW..March 24,2009---i'm still throwing around ideas about who, what, or where I wanna work (career)--I dont know if i want to stay here at CLEMSON or transferr...i'm jus really feeling like a LOST PUPPY :-(
I know that I want to work in Public Relations or broadcasting..at first i didn't want to be on camera but its ONLY RIGHT..I want to also be in the music or film industry...UUGGHH...mann---i seriously need HELP!! I meet with my advisor THursday && i have NO classes that I want to take nor have I declared a MINOR..im really just ALL OVER THE PLACE!!..PRAY FOR ME!!

--xoxo Tash!

My thoughts at 12:26am.

hmmm I WONDER:: why i'm up so late?? I sooo have an 8 am class tomorrow...my god.!!!! I wonder if i'm going to have the ENERGY to wake up..uugghh...OMGGG 5 more weeks left in school..sooo excited!!..what is my mother doing??..I REALLY need to go to bed!.. LOL..I miss ATL and NEW ORLEANS... what's my grandma doing at this time??...why didn't Ray J send Danger home??...I think i'll start going to $800 Thursdays..hahaha!! If I were a star what would I be doing right now??--probly jet setting to my next location...Transferr?? or No??...DANG! My brain is sooo SCATTERED!!.. :-/ [sigh] guess i'll call it a night!!! GOODNIGHT!!

---xoxo Tash!

HOT 8 at 8[pm]

WATS ON MY PLAYLIST::

8. Blame it- Jamie Foxx
7. Day & Night- Kid Cudi
6. Never Ever- Ciara
5. Scared of Lonely- Beyonce'
4. Sooner or Later- Drake
3. Playa Cardz right- Keyshia Cole/Tupac
2. Mad- Neyo
1. So Good- Electrik Red

Wats on urs??...

---xoxo Tash!

NeXt Up

Young Kali, Marco, and Flyy a.k.a "Dem-Get-A-way-Boys".....Their journey 2 the top has been sooooo crazy...It seems like just yesterday we were all in middle school and high school together..It has DEF been along time coming for these 3 guys...I'm so happy to see how far they've come and still looking towards the future...I think that as we get older we have no choice but to surround ourselves with Positive people even if it means cutting off the people you knew the longest...&& they realized that--their first song "Get-a-way" lead them to their BILLBOARD CHART hit "Imma G"..if you ahvent heard it you HAVE && MUST check them out....They r doing the EASTSIDE && Universal/Motown records PROUD!!--

DEM GET_A_WAY BOYS

Fact or Fiction..???

I'm NOT really sure if this is true or not butttttt i've heard that when you catch a "chill" && suddenly shiver it means that there are "GHOST", "SPIRITS" (whatever you want to call it) around you. I catch them so OFTEN && when i'm around people i tell them that there's ghost around us && they look at me VERY weird... LOL--it sounds crazy...but thats just what i've heard.

--xoxo Tash!

"LOVE SEX MAGIC.....DOPPPEEEE"

wowwww...we all kno that Justin timberlake is HOTT and we all kno that Ciara is HOTT....sooooooo when you put them together what do you get??...ohh u dont kno?? I'll tell you..------you get LOVE SEX MAGIC...this song is FLYYY but the Video is FLYER!!...dnt believe me..Watch it for yourself. [I'd love to see this performed live]

"&& What HAPPENS in PANAMA...[u know the rest]"

ok soooo, this is my 1st day bak to skool since coming off spring break..mannnnnnnn i never knew how much i'd miss the beach..this was my 1st spring break as a college student && i LOVEDDDD it...PANAMA CITY BEACH, FLORIDA!!!! WOWWW!!, let's just say...it's a place where EVERYthing is LEGAL...lol..its the most CHILL, EXCITING, && ACTION PACKED place to be...well if you have the rite week for spring break...We had every skool from: Georgia Southern, University of West Georgia, Savannah State, Valdosta State, Mississippi State, Howard, Colgate, mannnnn EVERYwhere...i would have to say that these were the best 4 days i'll NEVER remember..hahaaa!!.. If you haven't been----ur DEF missing out.

---xoxo Tash!